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She deserves so much better. Just know Jae, that i care alot about you, more than you realize. You deserve so much better than me. You deserve the happiness and laughter and not the sadness i would give you. Im not worth it. Im the worthless piece of shit and you're so much more. Just know i would die for you, and im sorry for all the things that i said. I wish i couldnt talk sometimes, cause all i do is fuck things up. And dont deny it because i fucked our friendship up too.