Everyday, I wake up so lonely
Who am I if I don't know me?
All the doors seem to be closing
Really need someone to hold me
Every single day I close my eyes
I think about what it's like to feel alive,
Million things gone in my head
Wonder, will l dream this much when I'm dead?
They say, "Shake it off"
And everybody else says, "He fakes a lot", but I swear
More than anything, I feel scared
What if I'm never happy again?