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Believe it or not. It's yours bud haha.

(Expressing here by myself is better than tweeting in twitter, because my huge bunch of followers can read it. Here doesn't have a limit.)
          
          I don't know why these things keep happening. Some things shouldn't be happening keeps happening. I'm so miserable. Everyone knows my desperation. I think they are 20 people. My memory is good. I'm that kind of having a unique despair. I want to give up. I want to give up. I want to give up. But I can't. Someone is stopping me. I don't know who. I don't rely on anybody else. Ending my life will solve anything. Nothing good is happening. Even once.

It will catch you. But it will drop you. Those words mean a lot. I don't care if there is something gonna happen that will hurt me. I'm already hurt. It doesn't stack to me. I just sense dreadful tears upcoming to me. I know I will fail. They said if you don't try you wouldn't know. Yes, I'm so tired at trying, I never succeed. Is it just me who can't understand or them. Right now I'm sitting in a dark, cold place. Alone.

Yes. I tried to do some stuffs, especially what is suggested me to do now, yet I failed before. I'm scared that I may fail again. It's weird that I foresaw things that are going to happen. I'm always stuck between an illusion of me and someone. I'm always been sad. Then someday everything repeats itself. Someone will come. Make you special. And will dump you because they don't need you anymore. Saying they found someone better. Because I'm nothing.

Recently having nightmares. Especially when thinking someone in the night then suddenly she appears in your dreams. But in that dream is the things which didn't really happened in the world. Meaning its full of opposite things. Sometimes the negative ones become positive in my dreams. But it's still a nightmare because it wasn't true.

Tks for fl me
          Though i'm vietnamese

Currently missing someone I can't have :)

T^T

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