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i miss her too. i know how u feel rn.

she'll be okay up there and u will b okay here, alright? im here for u

u arent selfish. u had problems and it was alid to go deal with them. you werent there, but i dont think anyhting couldve stopped her. she never felt like she had friends, which makes it so much harder for us knowing we were her frineds. but its not ur falut. i know it feels hard rn. i do. but u gotta know u arent selfish even if u knew she was struggling. its okay.

i know how youre feeling, please know youre not alone. she would have never wanted you to feel this way.. ill never understand what was it that day which made her feel as if this was the only solution. i know you were caught up with things, which is totally okay. you did the best you could have done at that moment and i know if there were ever any times when  sarah felt genuine happiness, you were one of the reasons for that. youre not a shitty person i promise. take your time to grieve, im here for you

@666TYUN my stomach hurts so bad rn and i can’t stop crying. it hurts so much. i’ve never lost anyone in my life so she’s the first person im grieving. i’m on a road trip rn cus im going on vacation but im in the back seat crying and holding it in. i wish i could’ve talked to her one last time. i wish she could’ve thought of me as someone who cared abt her but i probably looked like i ghosted her when i really didn’t mean to. i could’ve made her feel loved. i’m such a shitty person oh my god. how am i supposed to live with myself now. i actually downloaded this app today cus i wanted to talk to her.. 

i know and im so sorry. its true, it happened on the 13th earlier this month.. im so so sorry because i know how dear you were to her and how much she meant to you too. and my heart literally hurts for you rn. finding out this way, its horrible and im so sorry. the only thing i can tell you rn is please dont blame yourself. it was meant to happen, you could have not done anything. sarah wouldnt want you to blame yourself please. talk to me okay? im here for you and again im  just.. im sorry