@yiahnkook Actually this is how I felt back then... You remember, right?
But, I have overcome that feelings thanks to your and others consoling words. I Don't know if it will help or not, but i just wanted to share my present feelings-
I think i was Crazy when i used to think those. I now think that if i accept that from mind that i am happy and everybody loves me, then i can really be happy.
Suggestion- hear "answer : love myself" more.
Hope you'll feel better. Share your feelings, cause it will heal you