yiahnkook

Hi guys. I'm back with my dumb story ideas again. This one is a bit special to me. (The other stories are important to me tho) 
          	
          	Dropping the story straight at 12 am. I'll try to update the story maybe not steadily but surely. Pray for my mood swings which I can't control and always end up pausing my updates ( ̄ヘ ̄;)
          	
          	Maybe my fellow followers can advise me how to concentrate on the stories and stick to the ideas. You are always welcome to give me inspirations.
          	
          	A very good evening to everyone.

yiahnkook

@JImoumiN nothing to be excited about. Just a pile of another s*it
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JImoumiN

@yiahnkook after a DECADES!  Ahhhh.... I am excited!! ^_^
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PurpleLightARMY

@yiahnkook Are rimi to dekhi fatay dibe eibar!! Aaaaaggghhhhh excited!!
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yiahnkook

Hi guys. I'm back with my dumb story ideas again. This one is a bit special to me. (The other stories are important to me tho) 
          
          Dropping the story straight at 12 am. I'll try to update the story maybe not steadily but surely. Pray for my mood swings which I can't control and always end up pausing my updates ( ̄ヘ ̄;)
          
          Maybe my fellow followers can advise me how to concentrate on the stories and stick to the ideas. You are always welcome to give me inspirations.
          
          A very good evening to everyone.

yiahnkook

@JImoumiN nothing to be excited about. Just a pile of another s*it
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JImoumiN

@yiahnkook after a DECADES!  Ahhhh.... I am excited!! ^_^
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PurpleLightARMY

@yiahnkook Are rimi to dekhi fatay dibe eibar!! Aaaaaggghhhhh excited!!
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yiahnkook

Confused 
          Sould I update a chapter of "The Oceanic Creature" or start a new story?!

yiahnkook

@PurpleLightARMY only few chapters actually.... So I'm gonna go with option (a)
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PurpleLightARMY

@yiahnkook Two Options:
            
            a) if The Oceanic Creature has a few chapters to end, then update it first.
            
            b) go ahead with the new one cuz I'm excited ;)
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yiahnkook

Spoiler alert!!!!!!!
          
          
          So it's been long since I'm not updating any of my stories. And I don't think I'll update any of them regularly from now on. But I got you some news.
          
          
          I've deleted my first BTS fan fiction "SHE". But there's a good news also. By deleting that story,I literally killed the character Lee Yi-ahn. And I thought, why not give her a chance to reborn?!
          
          So I'm pretty much sure she'll reborn soon.
          
          You know what I mean right? It's coming.

yiahnkook

Why am I so attention seeking? I always wants attention from my favorite persons. But they don't count me as one. And I cry for them night after night. They also don't know that.  Even sometimes I feel like I don't have any family. Bcz no one talks to me. When I cry,no one ever came to me and asked if I'm okay. And you know what? I'm sick of this life. Even sometimes I think about commit suicide. But I don't have that much strength. Lately I'm telling people that I come back stronger but actually I'm not. I'm really not. I'm breaking day by day. It feels like hell. I think no one knows how it feel to be all alone.  Until you become also one of us. I'm sharing this with you guys bcz I know no one will read this. I'm so introvert but I act like I'm so friendly. It's like I'm wearing a mask. So if I ever tell someone about me you have to think I've gone crazy. (I really am mentally ill.) 
          
          So as I said,I know you guys will never read this. But even if you do please pretend like you didn't. Bcz it feels so awkward when I tell somebody my feelings.
          
          *If I bury this in my heart I may really go crazy completely one day*(whispering)

JF_moumi

@yiahnkook Actually this is how I felt back then... You remember, right? 
            But, I have overcome that feelings thanks to your and others consoling words. I Don't know if it will help or not, but i just wanted to share my present feelings- 
            
            I think i was Crazy when i used to think those. I now think that if i accept that from mind that i am happy and everybody loves me, then i can really be happy.
            
            
            Suggestion- hear "answer : love myself" more.  
            
            Hope you'll feel better. Share your feelings, cause it will heal you
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PurpleLightARMY

@yiahnkook Ami ei message age dekhlam na kn? :(
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yiahnkook

Very big news.............I've started to write a bts ff. Referenced by #purpleArmyLight..you should chack it you. It turns out really good. I'm also surprised.\(◎o◎)/

yiahnkook

@PurpleLightARMY really sorry I missed the name⊙﹏⊙
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PurpleLightARMY

@yiahnkook Me? What? Suddenly??? Ahhhhh
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yiahnkook

Oh my gosh I'm amazed by True Beauty.... what a drama
          I finished it in 3 days...but the most interesting thing is I've watched last 6 episode all night...and I finished it at 6 pm in the dawn....then I've slept till the noon
          Funny right??
          Note: I'm a drama sucker you know!!

yiahnkook