hi, just wanted to check in on you guys. i hope you're all doing great :)
i honestly just wanted to come here to vent about everything. this pandemic has truly taken a toll on me, and at this point, its just so hard to find anything interesting anymore. before days used to literally fly past, but now they feel so long and so tiring. i just want to go back to 2019 when everything was simpler. my friendships were more intact. and even though my grades were lower than my will to live I was, even the slightest bit, happy. sophomore year truly has kicked my ass into a dump, because soon those easy first weeks turned into difficult, extremely will testing periods of time where i gave up on trying to study and focused more on turning in useless assignments. and the amount of stress I'm facing has gotten me into the worst habits, and my motivation is wearing down to the last crumb. I'm finding it hard to write as well, but hopefully, i can try to pull something moderately good together.
ik everyone is probably going through this, and I'm down to vent with you if you are. I'm a great listener :) just dm me privately on here and ill try to answer back if wattpad will give me the goddamn notif
anyway i have three assignments to turn in in about 2 hours, so Chao. have a wonderful day or night luvs. muah!