Long ago
when you asked me to change
I had laughed at your face
and thought you'd gone insane.
But now that I look back
that was not the case.
You meant it in a good way
and I moulded the meaning
perceiving it, in another way.
Even if its after ages
a sorry remains undue
as I shouted at you
and called you out on things
I had no right of.
I was a such a pain in your neck back then
I know.
Sorry for being always at my victim-act
and blaming you for everything.
I still might not be good enough
but I am trying to be a better person
and change my pessimist self.
I am happy
that I get along well with you now.
It might be the change in me,
Or it might be your less cold-hearted-ness
OR
it might be that
the distance played its part.
Whatever is the case,
I just want you to know
that
you matter to me
and I'll love you always.
-S.F