nobody knows the real me, nobody knows how many times i've cried in my room when nobody was watching

nobody knows how many times i've lost hope, how many times i've been let down

nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when i'm sad, how horrible they truly are

nobody😭


i've been apologizing all my life for who i am. for loving too deeply. for speaking too loudly. for being too passionate. i'm just so done.