Well, usually I am not really into new year’s resolutions, but if I start today- changing my lifestyle and making new plans, it’s something different. What a coincidence that new year’s eve is in one week and three days, right?
I want to live. Yes, not only exist, but live. I won’t be scared anymore… ok, that was a lie. of course I can’t just turn off fear, but, you know, I wont let fear control me anymore.
And because of that, my love, I am here. I spent two days crying like a baby, had a little existential crisis and maybe I was even lost in self-pity. I know, what a loser I am. But that is over now!
From today on I’m gonna live. Not doing new year’s resolutions tho, I don’t need them. I mean, why should I? If I start today, I’ll be exactly the person I want to be in 2018. Or at least, I’ll be on my way… ;)
So, here I am. Trying to be funny and open. Finally brave enough to write and share it, too. I’m gonna be posting about my sleep life and share my poems, (almost) every day… like a diary. Share my thoughts and feelings. Who knows? Maybe there is someone out there who needs exactly these words for a positive change, or someone who understands.
LOVE, me....
