zingerry

Depression has hit hard as of late. With everything that has been going on, it's hit close to home. I am an older sister to two brothers, whenever they leave, even if its to walk to the store, I fear for them. I hate feeling like that. I hate being afraid when my dad rides his bike to work. Or when my uncle goes down to the Strip to work. Even when my mother is out late, I fear for her too. 
          	
          	
          	A few days ago, at the protests in Vegas a US Marshal was shot in the head. That same day, a close family friend was shot as well. I am honestly at a loss. I am the only black friend for most of my friends. The amount of times, they have texted me to explain the situation. It's laughable at this point. 
          	
          	
          	Anyways, I don't update often. All I want to do is write, but I hate everything I write. Kinda just rambling at this point. Stay safe. 
          	
          	Stay educated. 
          	 #blacklivesmatter 
          	
          	

zugtub

Hope you’re okay ❤️
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zingerry

Depression has hit hard as of late. With everything that has been going on, it's hit close to home. I am an older sister to two brothers, whenever they leave, even if its to walk to the store, I fear for them. I hate feeling like that. I hate being afraid when my dad rides his bike to work. Or when my uncle goes down to the Strip to work. Even when my mother is out late, I fear for her too. 
          
          
          A few days ago, at the protests in Vegas a US Marshal was shot in the head. That same day, a close family friend was shot as well. I am honestly at a loss. I am the only black friend for most of my friends. The amount of times, they have texted me to explain the situation. It's laughable at this point. 
          
          
          Anyways, I don't update often. All I want to do is write, but I hate everything I write. Kinda just rambling at this point. Stay safe. 
          
          Stay educated. 
           #blacklivesmatter 
          
          

zugtub

Hope you’re okay ❤️
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zingerry

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currently watching 13 reasons why after months and months of refusing to and i wanted smack like everyone in this fucking show

zingerry

sometimes zach tbh, but he still is my bby
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zingerry

everyone except zach, he's my bby
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zingerry

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honestly, for the past few weeks, i've felt like crap. my anxiety has been getting the better of me and it seems like everything i write is utter shit. not to mention, i've been stressing about my boyfriend coming to visit this summer, and my current living situation. i've just not been well. but writing makes me happy, so i'm going to try to start over and hopefully build up some love and happiness in my life besides stress and crying