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Hi I wrote this story called Side Hustle and i was wondering if you would read it when you have the time. Also could you tell me if you like it or how to improved it I would greatly appreciate it.

Lol I'm such a shitty person. I have homework due on Monday and I'm not gonna do it and my body is aching and I'm mentally frustrated and if one more person calls me bisexual, I'm gonna rip my face off and wipe my blood on their forehead. MY HEAD ACHES AND MY UTERUS IS KILLING ME AH! but for serious me motivation is lacking . I don't do anything anymore. I don't clean, I barely sleep, and eat three times a week, my homework is never completed, I'm almost completely sure my family hates me, I'm so mean, I probably scare my friends, I cry too much, I'm so FICKAING FAT. there's a guys dressed as a clown in our woods and im crying a lot. I like this guy but he doesn't like me. I'm so fucking annoying. I know people hate me. People who dont even know me hate me. Wtf am I. Why the fuck do people have any patience for me. Someone should just end me. I'm suicidal but scared. I don't really wanna kill myself, I just want to become dead somehow. Heathens by Twenty One Pilots fucking sucks and I hate it so much and I wish they didn't have to write that wretched song. I'm tearing up cause I only see my ma twice a month and she doesn't even want to see us when we go. What am I to anyone? I wonder if anyone has ever had me in their thoughts irl. The me chronicles right here.

Lolz I fukin hate. Myself lollo

Does anyone remember what it was like before? Before depression? White supremacy? Homophobic and transphobic slurs? Anxiety? Before we thought we shouldn't be alive? Before we thought we were a waste of fresh air? Someone tell me because I can't seem to recall. 

 #BLACKLIVESMATTER There's been a lot of unadulterated hate going around the United States in the past 200 years. Obviously no one seemed to be aware of it until abother act of violence was committed on a brother of ours. I like the idea of #alllivesmatter I really do. But in our corrupted society, all lives do not matter. If all lives mattered we wouldn't have even heard Alton Sterling's name as well as our 116 known brothers and sisters killed this year on social media due to police brutality. We would not see our Muslim brothers and sisters killed in their place of worship. We would not hear Mr. Trump on the television talking about building a wall to keep hispanic immigrants out. But what we haven't heard is how we are going to protect each other from the outside world. We haven't learned anything about union. We've let media tear us apart. But we need to unite if we are going to protect ourselves against the violent society that is our world. We need to come together to do what's right. And not just for ourselves. For each other. #BLACKLIVESMATTER

New chapter for Whatever It Takes is up! Check it out! 

I'm such a fucking joke lmao. I promise Whatever It Takes will be completed. But it's gonna take some time because I'm not the most motivated person. You guys have to remind me that you want updates. I won't forget but if you DONT tell ME I will be sad and Probably won't continue writing. Anyways I love you guys. ❤