Stay With Me Through This Darkness (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 27

Niall's pov

After I got Louis to let me go check on Harry I walked into the bathroom to find Harry sitting on the floor of the bathroom getting sick. I went over to him and sat beside him. When he saw me he gave me a weak smile and continued getting sick.

"Hey I came to check on you. How you doing?" I asked him.

"Horrible. I feel so sick and my head is killing me." He told me.

"Do you want me to go get you some medicine for your headache?"

"No I just want you to sit in here with me."

"Okay I will sit with you until you are done getting sick." I tell him as another wave of nausea hits him and he starts getting sick again.

We both sit there for about ten more minutes before Harry was done. I helped him off the floor and to the sink to go brush his teeth.

"Do you want to go back down stairs or do you want to go lay down in your room?" I ask him.

"I just want to lay down in my room please." He said. I led him into his room and helped him lay down.

"I'm going to go tell Louis that you wanted to lay down because you were not feeling well." I told him. He grabbed my hand and shook his head no.

"No don't go down there yet. There is something that I have to tell you but I don't want to tell Lou yet." When he told me that I started to get worried about him.

"What's wrong Haz?"

"I'm sure that Lou already told you that yesterday I woke up with a really bad headache and a nose bleed yesterday right."

"Yeah he did. What's wrong."

"Well when we were there my doctor did some scans and saw that the tumor has grown. There is no longer anything that they can do about my cancer. It's terminal now and I don't know how to tell Lou." My heart dropped into my stomach at those words

"What do you mean terminal?"

"I mean there is no longer anything they can do about it. The cancer is going to kill me and there is nothing that anyone can do about it." He started to cry. I walked over to him and hugged him.

"How long did the doctor say you had left?"

"He said I only have a month or two left before it kills me."

"Well we are going to spend that month or two living life to the fullest and do everything that you have always wanted to do." I heard a soft knock on the door and went to see who it was. I saw Liam with tears streaming down his face. I knew that he had heard our conversation.

"How much did you hear Liam?" Harry asked.

"I heard all of it. Lou fell asleep so I decided to come check on you two and I heard you two talking. Does Louis know yet?" Liam asked Harry.

"No he does not know yet. I have not been able to bring myself to tell him yet. I needed time to process it because I found out that this stupid disease is going to kill me on Christmas and I could not ruin Lou's Christmas." He told him.

"Do you know when you are going to tell him?"

"No I don't."

"You are going to have to tell him soon. He has already gone through this once and I don't want him to go through it again."

"Get off his back Liam. Would you be open to tell the person you love that you are going to die right away. I know that you would not do it especially if it is on Christmas day. Leave him alone. It is his decision to tell him when he wants to." I yelled at him.

"Actually if it were me I would tell you right away because you have the right to know just like Louis has the right to know about this." Liam yelled at me.

"Guy stop yelling." Harry says but we ignored him.

"Oh really because from what I know you don't always tell me everything when it happens especially when it is something important." I yell back.

"The only time I don't tell you anything is when it is not something that you don't have to know." He yelled at me.

"Oh really it's I don't need to know when you got into that car accident."

"Guys please..." Liam cut Harry off.

"No you didn't need to I was fine."

"BUT YOU COULD HAVE DIED IN THAT ACCIDENT SO YES I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN ABOUT IT WHEN IT HAPPENED."

"BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP. THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU TWO. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER TOLD YOU ABOUT IT BECAUSE NOW YOU MADE A BIG DEAL ABOUT IT." Harry shouted at us as he ran out of the room. We heard the front door slam so we knew he left the house.

"Now look what you have done. You made him leave and this is his house." Liam yelled at me.

"Me? It was you who made a big deal out of this. Come on let's go get Louis and go find Harry." I yelled back at him. We found Louis in the living room looking lost.

"What happened? Where is Harry? Why did I wake up to shouting then a door slamming?" He asked us.

"You heard shouting because Liam and I got into a fight and it upset Harry so he left that is why you heard the door slam." I told him looking down.

"YOU WHAT. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT. HE IS ALREADY SICK HE FOES NOT NEED TO BE OUT THERE IN THE COLD." Louis shouted at us.

"Calm down Louis we will find him. Come on." Liam told him.

"CALM DOWN. DID YOU REALLY JUST TELL ME THAT. MY BOYFRIEND WHO HAS CANCER IS OUT THERE IN THE COLD GOD ONLY KNOWS WHERE AND YOU ARE IN HERE TELLING ME TO CALM DOWN." Louis yelled.

"Come on you two fighting wont help us find Harry. We have to go out there and look for him." I tell this as I grabbed my coat and shoes and walk out the door. It is freezing outside so I pull my jacket closer to my body. I start calling Harry's name while I am walking around. I walked around for five minutes before Louis drove over to me.

"Have you found him?" He asked me.

"No I have not. I don't know where he would have gone to." I told him.

"I know of one place he might have gone. Get in and we can go look there." I climbed into the car and Louis drove off. He drove to the park that is near their house.

"Follow me I think I know where he is. I brought him out here for our first official date." Louis said as he started walking out to a field where I saw someone laying on the ground. We got closer and I realized that it was Harry.