Stay With Me Through This Darkness (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 30

Harry's pov

  We have been here at the log cabin for two days now. We have been staying inside and watching movies for a couple days because it has been cold and I have been feeling really sick. I know that I am getting worse and I know that I am going to be dying soon. I can feel it. I decided that I was going to write a letter for everyone that I will tell my mom to give to them after I die. I was sitting in Louis and my room and I started writing them.

  "Hey Haz what are you doing?" Niall asked when he burst into my room. I quickly hid the paper under the blanket.

  "Nothing. What do you want?" I asked him.

  "Obviously you were doing something because you almost jumped out of your skin when I walked in. We were wondering how you were feeling."

  "Don't worry about what I an doing. I feel good. What are we going to do today. I want to get out of here for a bit."

  "Well they said if you were feeling better today then we were going to go shopping today. What do you say. Are you feeling up to going shopping?"

  "Yeah I am. Let me get changed then we can leave." As he left I pulled the the notes out from under the blanket. I hid them in the bottom of my bag and I grabbed a hoodie and some black skinny jeans. I pulled them on and went to find the other guys.

  "Hey Niall told us that you were feeling better. Are you ready to go shopping?" Liam asked.

  "Yeah I am. Come on." I told them. We all climbed in the car and we headed off to the mall.

  "How about we all go to build a bear and get matching bears." I suggested.

  "I love that idea. Come on." Niall said as he grabbed my arm and started dragging me to the store.

  "Liam make your boyfriend let go of mine." I heard Louis tell Liam.

  "Niall let go of Harry." Liam said.

  "No we are going to build a bear." Niall told him.

  "Niall give me back my boyfriend." Louis yelled behind us.

  "Never." Niall yelled before wrapping his arms around me. We walked into the build a bear and waited for Liam and Louis. Both entered out of breath.

  "What took you two so long?" I joked.

  "Oh I don't know. Maybe a crazy person grabbed my boyfriend and took off running and then would not give him back to me." Louis said.

  "Hey don't call my boyfriend crazy." Liam said.

  "But he is crazy." Louis said.

  "I am not crazy. I just got excited. Now which bears are we going to get." Nikal said while he was looking at the assortment of bears.

  "Ooh how about the rainbow bears." I said and they all agreed. We grabbed our bears and took them to the stuffing station. After they were all stuffed we grabbed an outfit and went to pay for them. Once they were paid for we decided to walk around for a little while longer before we left the mall and went back to the cabin.

  "Come on let's put all of our bears together and get a picture of them to send them to our parents." I said. We laid all of our bears together and we took a picture.

Me: we all went to the mall today and we got matching bears look *picture attached*

Mummy: that is cool. How are you feeling?

Me: I am feeling good. My headache has gone away for today

Mummy: That is good. I will see you when you silly boys get back

Me: Bye mum. I love you

Mummy: Bye Haz. I love you too

  I sar my phone beside me on the couch. Louis pulled my into his lap. I hugged my bear while we were watching a movie. I started to feel tired to I laid my head on Louis check and I started to fall asleep.

  "Hey you tired Haz?" Liam asked me.

  "Hush. Let him sleep. He had a long day." Louis told him.

  "Alright but you have to wake him up so that he can sleep later."

  "I will now go away so that he can sleep. Go kiss your boyfriends or something." I smiled at Louis when he said that.

  "I would but I don't know where he is. He said he was going to go take a walk earlier but I have not seen him since."

  "Well maybe you should call him and ask where he is."

  "Yeah what ever. I am going to go find him them I will start to make some food."

  "How about we order some pizza." I said.

  "Well done Liam you woke him up." Louis said.

  "No he didn't. I was not quite asleep yet. Come on let's go find Niall." I tell them trying to get up but Louis pulled me back down.

  "No I want you to go back to sleep. Liam can find him he is a big boy." He told me.

  "Fine but if you don't find him in the next half hour come get us and we will look for him." I tell Liam as I lay my head back om Louis chest.