(You can listen to the song i added here while reading )
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"Take my hand and dance with me through the rain or leave me behind and wait for the storm to fade away."
.*･ I exited my hotel room and made my way downstairs. I saw L waiting for me outside in front of the door. I watched him as the street lights shined bright on his face. 'How can he be so perfect?' I asked to myself. I walked towards him and opened the door. He turned around to the sound. "Hey" I said "Hey Y/N, follow me" I followed behind as he started walking.
He took me to a park near the hotel. It was a small park. We walked over to a bench and sat there. We didn't say anything for a few minutes. Then he spoke up, "Y/N do you want to talk about what happened? I don't want to force you to tell me, but i'd be more than happy to know and i will do anything to help you" "Thank you L. I didn't want to talk about it at first, but now that i think of it, talking about it will make me feel better." "I'm all ears, also take your time there's no need to rush." He spoke.
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"After our conversation at the roof he asked me if we could talk in private. He slapped me, he told me that he was sorry and that he couldn't control himself. After that our walk back home was very quiet and awkward. When we were home i didn't talk to him. A few minutes later he came and said that he wanted to talk. I said okay as i also wanted to talk about it. Well, he sat down next to me and said that he was sorry about it and that he just couldn't bare to see you hug me. So i asked him if he liked me. He replied with 'yes i do like you' After that he tried kissing me, i pulled away and said that i didn't want to kiss him, but he just said yes you are doing this, we are doing this. I want to kiss you and such. He slammed me on the wall and tried kissing me again, i slapped him. I yelled at him saying what is wrong with him. He told me about, me wanting him but then hugging you. So i told him that i just saw him as a friend and didn't want to do such things with him. So he told me that i was a slut because i looked like i wanted him and then hugged you. But the worst part was him telling me that the things my father said was right. So i left, he said that he was sorry but it was too late."
"I really want to curse him out but what good would that do, right? I can promise you one thing about him though, and that is if he even dares to come near you again, i will have no mercy on him. Also what do you feel about this situation, are you okay? I know he was your best friend, so tell me" L said. "To be honest with you L, i'm not. I fully trusted him, he was a really good friend of mine and i feel like i've been fooled. But i will get over it eventually." I said "Okay, Y/N and i will be by your side throughout those times." "Thank you L"
We sat there in silence not knowing what to say. "Y/N do you want to talk about your father if that would make you feel any better?" He asked "Yes i should, i feel like you deserve to know. You see, after the incident my parents got sentenced 12 years of prison. They sent me to an adoption center, a month later i got adopted by a couple, who weren't able to have kids. I lived with them. They were the best, i had never felt so happy having caring parents. It was something i had never experienced, i just wished my brother was with me too. A few years later my mom passed away. My father started drinking and he became very abusive. He blamed me for her death. He started abusing me pretty much everyday. I really hated him, but i was grateful for the roof i lived under. So when i entered high school i met Light, he helped me get through those days. That's why he's so dear to me."
L didn't know what to say so he just hugged me. It started raining. "I will always be by your side Y/N, i promise you, i will never leave you." He spoke. 'Hearing those words made my heart beat faster. Even though Light said those things to me a lot, why was it different when L told me those things?' I asked to myself. The rain started to get faster. "We should go inside L" I said. "Just a little more" He said as he held on to me like a koala.
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He broke the hug and took my hands. He looked into my E/C eyes and said "I like you Y/N. No screw that, i love you. I did, ever since we were kids. You don't know how much it hurt me to not see you anymore. The fact that i went to bed everyday knowing you won't be there when i searched for you, It hurt like hell. And finally, when i found you again, i saw an even more beautiful woman all grown up, but still the same person deep inside. I love you Y/N, i truly do, so please accept my feelings." L said staring into my eyes. My face went bright red. I looked down so he wouldn't see it. He grabbed my face and pulled it up "No don't look down, i want to look at that beautiful face of yours." My face went even redder.
'What do i say? I love him too, but i don't want to be in a relationship with him, not like that. I'll only hurt him with all the problems i've got. I don't want him to deal with someone like me. "Y/N aren't you going to answer me?" He asked. "Sorry L" I said as tears rushed down my face. "I can't do this." "Your eyes look like they regret what the mouth is saying. Y/N tell me, do you truly not want me?" He asked. I couldn't answer, so i cried even more. "Y/N tell me why then, just please say something." L said. "L, i love you too. Ever since we were kids. I couldn't stop thinking about how i've missed you. I searched for you everywhere only to be disappointed. I had fallen in love with someone whom i didn't even know their name of. That was you L and it still is you. But i can't do this. I can't do this to you, I don't want to drag you down to the mess i live in. I don't want you to deal with that. I can't do that to you, to someone i love that much." I said not being able to see that well anymore because of the tears that were taking over the sight of my eyes.
"Y/N, i can't promise to fix all your problems, but i can promise you won't have to face them alone. So let me be with you. Let me be the star that brightens your darkest nights. Let me be the person that'll show you that in fact after every rain there will be sunshines. Let me be by your side forever." He said cupping my face. "Okay L, let's stay together. I love you and my love to you will never die. Even if those darkest nights blind my eyes, i'll still search for that star. Even if the rain get's to exhausting i will be happy since i'll be with you." I said. He got closer and said "I love you too, my Y/N" and kissed my lips. At that moment it felt like the time had stopped. The rain that was dropping had stopped and let us kiss. It felt like magic, something you would read in fairy tails. I wanted this moment to last forever.
"Y/N" L said as he stood up. "Take my hand and be mine forever. Let's dance in the rain together you and me. Along the stars that are shining on our faces. Let me hold you as i watch the stars shine on your beautiful face." He said and held his hand in front of me. I grabbed his hand and stood up. "I will dance with you. I'll dance with you till those stars that shines over us leaves and take the darkness with them. I'll dance with you till the sun welcomes us."
He grabbed his phone as he opened a song. (This is what you're dancing along to)>
we danced. We just danced and didn't speak. As if words had lost their way out of our mouths. As if words forgot their purposes, they sat behind and stayed quiet. We just danced. The way he grabbed me by my waist and stared into my eyes, let's stay together forever shall we? I wanted this moment to last forever. I want to be with him till death do us apart.
