𝐂𝐑𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐋 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐑 :: 𝖐𝖍𝖚𝖓 𝖆.𝖆.

ANNOUNCEMENT

Hello! How long has it been? Idk.

So, I don't know if you have noticed but I'm actually having a hard time continuing this book. Considering the fact that I have been updating slow.

No, don't the get the wrong idea. I won't discontinue this this lol :P My passion for writing will always remain in my heart. UwU

BUUUTTTT!! I will put this on hiatus for a while. (Again.) But now it's gonna be longer.

Why?

Because I'm actually failing school. Yes, I know. I-It's bad lmao.

Well, not really. I mean, yeah I have failed activities here and there but overall my grades are pretty okay. My grades aren't that bad to the point that I will go to summer class.

But if it keeps getting lower I might just end up in summer class.

Our teacher started interrogating with us and I feel attacked lol. I felt guilty. One, I wasn't really paying attention to class. Two, I ignored my school works. Three, I kind of basically didn't care anymore.

I thought I was really selfish considering that my parents work hard just to give me a good education and here I am completely wasting it.

A lot of plots, scenes, and ideas keep coming in my mind for this story, or other stories I write which I might publish in the future. Because of that I keep getting distracted and always averts my gaze from the important stuff which is school.

And I may not sound like it but I'm actually an honor student (I'm not bragging) and I honestly want to keep it up. I don't want to disappoint my parents, nor the teachers who had expectations for me. (which is kind of pressuring)

I'm the eldest of three siblings so the expectations for me is pretty high. (you know when they say like they expect you to get a good job in the future, a good love partner, stable job, perfection and everything? that's pretty much it)

Sometimes I just really regret having good grades because they keep expecting me to get better and better when the performance I'm showing is literally the best I could do.

Also, I don't why but I'm having anger issues. I easily get pissed off now, unlike back then I'm usually calm and collected. I'm even starting to throw tantrums. And sometimes I just find myself crying and I don't know why either.

I'm not trying to look pitied here lol. But that's pretty much what's really important.

Add the fact that I'm getting addicted to games which is also bad. I will start preventing myself from playing at least thrice a week lol.

To put it short, I just want to improve. I want to become more punctual and have a sense of responsibility.

Plus, the activities this term are so goddamn hard. Like, what kind of school makes their students build fucking stools???? I don't want to become a freaking carpenter when I grow up dammit.

Although, I will clarify something, I will continue writing but since it takes me a long time to write I shall put this on hiatus. I have been working on the BamXOC one and I will still publish it BUT THERE WILL BE NO CHAPTERS (but I may add the prologue, who knows?)

It's a coming soon type of shit.

So, yeah that's pretty much it. I'm sorry that you guys got this not so good announcement instead of a new chapter :(

I honestly don't want to put this book on hiatus, I love this book, and what's the best is the appreciation this has gain. But I need to focus on the stuff that will affect my future,  I don't want to have any regrets. 

Besides, if I go to summer school I won't be able to publish chaps more lol.

AAAAHHHH I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANNA DO THIS BUT I REALLY WANNA CHANGEEE!!

I don't exactly know when I will come back but it may be on March or April. No specific dates. But I will try to come back as soon as possible!! I may come back at the end of March or the start of April, I don't really know when our school will end but hopefully it won't be at April.

I really don't wanna do this aaahhh!! Especially I already have at least 3 chaps ready. 

Welp, that's all I wanna say. I hope you understand. :))

Thank you byee!!! 

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