It's fault of our own accord (Villian Deku x reader)

Chapter three: Deku's side

Deku's p.o.v

I was sitting in the back of a cop car, being escorted to the mental hospital. I look down at the handcuffs around my wrist and ponder. 'What would've happened if I actually succeeded?' I thought as I looked out the window. The first thing that came to mind was (y/n) comforting my mother at my funeral. It was a horrid thought. And to think someone other than my mother cared about me.

"Alright kid, you're here." The officer spoke as he opened up the door on my side of the car, snapping me out of my thoughts. I looked at him and nodded as I left the car and headed inside the building.
Two nurses were waiting for me. They thanked the police officer and escorted me into a room telling me to strip myself of my clothes and my belongings and put them into a bin. They then left me so I have my privacy.

I then took off my clothes and neatly folded them into the bin, my mind full of thoughts: 'why did I have to be quirkless from the beginning? Would things be better if I was born with a quirk? Stupid Izuku, you're so helpless that you have to borrow the quirk of your idol! So helpless!' You're a quirk whore!!'
I shook the thoughts from my head and pondered. "Quirk whore? Now that doesn't make any sense.." I say to myself as I get dressed in the scrubs that they gave me I then put on the socks with the grips on the bottom and then placed the tray of my things outside my room door and then sat on my bed and continued my endless thoughts.

I looked outside. "It's probably lights out since I did arrive pretty late." I walked towards the window to see nothing... I am stuck in a hospital in the middle of nowhere. I guess that's safer in case someone tries to escape.
I head to the light switch and turn off the lights and head to my bed to get some sleep.

~~~~~the next day~~~~~

I was having a dream, it was a nice dream. That dream didn't last long after I was shaken awake by the nurse. I mean I might've been fine with it if- who am I kidding, that honestly scared me half to death!
"Good morning!" The nurse chimed cheerfully! 'Yeah to you...' I thought as I yawned. I didn't get much sleep last night because the nurses would constantly check in you to make sure you aren't dead, but did they have to shine a flashlight straight into your eyes?
I headed to the bathroom and brushed my hair and teeth then went straight to the cafeteria where they would serve me breakfast.

I sat by myself and picked at my food. It all felt so weird. I didn't have kacchan picking on me for once. I think this will be a bit of a break.

"Hey, you seem new. I've usually seen everyone here more than once." A hear a dry voice say above me. I looked up to see a grown man with dry skin, red eyes, and light blue hair. "So what're you here for?" He asked, sitting across from me.

"Jumping off my school building," I say casually as I'm about to put the food in my mouth.

The man stopped me. "Usually the food here is decent, but I don't recommend eating the cream of wheat. It doesn't even taste like cream of wheat, plus that stuff usually sends everyone to the toilets for half an hour, just eat the fruit." He suggests "If you don't eat something they'll send you to the ED department." 
I nod and push the bowl of cream of wheat aside and started working on my fruit bowl. "What's your name anyway?" He asked.

"Izuku Midoriya," I say with a mouth full of fruit. "You?"
"Tomura Shigaraki." He said as he put one hand out leaving his pinkie folded in. I honestly didn't know why, but I went along with it and shook his hand. "Trust me, it may seem sucky at first, but you'll get used to it, welcome to what I call, 'the house of madness.'" He chuckles. 'Yeah like that's reassuring.' I thought.

~~~~~~~a few weeks later~~~~~~

A few weeks have gone by since I've got here, and I'm pretty sure I've gotten past the bad stuff thanks to tomura's help. From taking pills to getting almost murdered in my sleep. I am halfway through my time in this hell.

I finished freshening up and left my room and stood by the door waiting for Tomura. From what I've learned, he is actually pretty famous here. So when I'm around him, the smart ones won't mess with me. And besides, this man has helped me get through this in one piece. We've become friends during this time...I think.

"Mornin kid." He says as he walks up to me. I get up from leaning on the wall and start walking up to him. "Today's visiting day, you excited to see your folks?"

"If what you mean by folks you mean my mother then sure.." I responded sarcastically.

"Really? You don't have a girlfriend?" He nudged "...or boyfriend- hey I don't judge about the way you swing!"  He spoke as he puts his hands up in defeat.

I chuckle at his actions. "More like nobody wants to be friends with you because you're a quirkless loser." I retort looking down.

"I remember only a few weeks ago when you first got here you were the whiniest bitch I've ever seen, now look at you, you can take anyone on." Tomura praised. "Now when you get out of here, I want you to show the people who bullied you who's boss. Show them what for!"

I suddenly felt motivated, "yeah, your right!" I admitted.
He patted my back. "Atta boy! Now go say hi to your momma!"

I nodded and headed towards the visiting room and sat behind the glass and waited for my mom.
I hear the door creak, I tried to take a glimpse of who came in, I saw some green hair, so that's probably my mother, but it looks like someone is with her...

I tried to get a glimpse but the only thing I saw is that they have (h/c) hair. I decided to give up and wait for them to arrive.
When they did I saw my mom, and the person next to her is....(y/n)!
I didn't recognize them because they're usually wearing a black hoodie!!! They actually came to visit me!!!

"Hey, Izuku!!" My mom chimed.
"Hi Deku!^^" (y/n) smiled brightly.

"......hi"