It's fault of our own accord (Villian Deku x reader)

Chapter seven: The Anxiety

TW: Mentions of death; suicide

Waiting for that damn acceptance letter was horrendous. Every day I was anxiously waiting for just a stupid piece of paper just to see if I got into the school. This ain't no damn Hogwarts. This was giving me more anxiety than it should've...

"What's got you so bummed kiddo?" Millie asked, I didn't respond and just rolled over so my face was in my pillow and groaned. That groan somehow made Millie understand everything. "Are you still worried about that?"
I rolled onto my back, "Well, I don't think the spectators saw me do anything, but talk to a tree, I mean in actuality, I wasn't but they don't know that and they probably think I'm crazy." I whine. "I've already been sent to the doctor because some random person thought I was a schizophrenic who forgot to take their meds."
"I highly doubt that (y/n)..." Millie said, patting my back. "Remember they have to look at all the students individually."
"I know.." I groaned getting off my bed. "Have you shown Naomi the rope and the rules?" I asked, looking at her.
"Who?" She asked, I facepalmed. "The newbie that I made a contract with at the entrance exams."
"OHHHH HERRR" Millie exclaimed as I stood up and stretched. "Yeah ya dumb dumb so did you or did you not?"
"No..." she mumbled, looking down. I looked at her, "Then go do it!"
"Okay, Okay. no need to yell!" She exclaimed as she flew off.
'I guess I should work out to get my mind off this' I thought to myself.

(Millie's p.o.v)

Well, I guess I heard my master's orders, so I head to our 'little' bar in the wandering world to seek out Naoki or whatever her name is.
The wandering world is basically the world between life and death, so spirits like us who aren't ready to give up our life reside here, well once they know about it. So for example, Naoki, or whatever her name is, was dwelling about her death because she died during the entrance exams. If (y/n) never found her she would still be there at the place she died, but she was the easiest spirit to deal with. Usually, some die terribly whether it be domestic abuse, bullying led to suicide, vehicle accidents, or just something tragic. Usually, the ones who die with anger or regret become possessed and they are more troublesome to deal with. They haunt the living, sometimes without meaning to.
I walk into the bar and I'm greeted by everyone there, I look around and I see a big crowd near the back of the bar. I walk over there to see Naoki being friendly with all the other spirits.
"Just the person I was looking for!" I comment. Everyone in that group looked at me and smiled, Naoki cowered in fear. 'What's she so scared for?' I wondered. "I need you to come with me," I spoke. She stood up and nodded without saying a word.

We walked in silence for a while. Well, until she finally spoke. "Where are we going?"
"To the living world," I say briefly.
"Why?" She asked.
"Well, I'm here to help you understand your role in (y/n)'s life," I answered.
"I've been meaning to ask someone about that, how come they can see us if we're dead?" She asked once more. "No one else can."
I explained their quirk to her, how they can see wandering spirits or spirits who have fully passed on.
"So in a way, they're a medium?" I froze, okay that threw me off. I was pretty unsure, "Yes and no, Mediums can just see spirits and communicate. (Y/n) can summon us at will, I'm there to go-to person, but they will summon more depending on the situation." I hope that answer was good enough so she doesn't ask more, backing me into a corner. "Besides, Mediums have to practice before they're able to communicate with us, and it requires tons of focus."
Naoki shrugged, "You've got a point, that was my bad." I huffed out in relief.
"Anyway! Onto the rules!!"

(Y/n's p.o.v)

"One more..." *kick*
"Need...to be" *kick* "stronger"

I thought it would be a good idea to work out in the woods to take my mind off the entrance exams.
"(Y/n)!!" I hear a familiar voice shout. "There you are!"