Chapter Thirteen

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a/n: don't listen to the song if you don't wanna cry, some people won't, but while I was writing this, i was listening to this song and started crying, yeah i know, I'm a crybaby, but i hope you guys injoy this, i might do a book two of this, just comment and tell me if I should.

Maria's POV:

It's been two weeks since Amelia's death, and my little situation with attempting to commit suicide, but, i think it's getting better.

Me and Amy have become good friends.  I thought about it on maybe liking her as more of a friend, but, i could only give Amelia my full amount of love.  I only want my beautiful Amelia. 

We're going to her funeral today, for our last goodbyes.

I stare at myself in the mirror as i mess with the black ribbon Amelia gave me awhile ago.  I'm also wearing a dress that she let me borrow from her closet before she passed.

        (The dress ⬆️)

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        (The dress ⬆️)

Don't get me wrong the dress is very beautiful, but, i still have a piece of me that's missing: Amelia.

I walk downstairs wearing the ribbon in my hair, the dress, and some high heels.  Thease are all things that Amelia's given me, and she asked me to wear one day.  I decided, since it's the last goodbye, i think it's right.

I grab a glass then go over to the sink then fil the glass with water after putting a couple ice cubes in it.  I go to the pantry then grab my anti-depressant, and take out the amount the doctors described for me to take: one pill a day.

I take out one pill then pop it into my mouth drinking the water, then set the glass down as i put my pills away.  I lean on the counter looking at the photos of me and Amelia. 

I stare at some of them.  I don't nor will I ever know what came over me that night I kissed her, but i know it's special.

Amy comes into the kitchen then sees me leaning on the counter looking at some photos, and she goes besides me. "You okay?"

I stare at Amelia's smiling face and after a moment nod. "Yeah, I'm fine, you?"

She looks down at the photo in my hands. She says nothing for a moment, then to a count of five she nods slightly. "Yeah, i'll be fine."

I set the photos down on the table seeing Amy's dad---Joey---walk out of his room wearing a black suit.

Amy walks over to him then puts a bowtie on his neck.

I walk out of the house with Joey and Amy behind.

Joey decided he should drive.

I was hesatent since i haven't been in a car with someone else driving besides myself since my mom. 

I sat in the backseat with Amy having her arms wrapped around me.  But only in a friend-ish way.

I understand why Amelia loved her best friend.  Amy is really comforting and could cheer up anyone on the rainiest of days.

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