Mental health break-Bakusquad x gender neutral!Mentally traumatic!reader-angst

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This will include Mental problems, bad flash backs, abusive parents, and avoiding mental health.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

You've never been 'normal', and you've never
had any help, and you don't need it. Today is different though, you had called Aizawa, telling him you couldn't come to class, when he asked why you simply didn't answer, just hung up. The whole class was worried about you since your quirk was controlled by emotions, a powerful quirk yes, but not very useful not when you're unable to control it. Weather control, yes, that's your quirk, and it's been raining all day, it's nearly impossible to control. Tears had been running down your face all day, making your cheeks wet with pity. You hated this feeling, the feeling of weakness, it's been like this since you were young. Your memories clouded your head like fog in a swamp, you wanted it out of your head, the screaming, the crying, the pleading, you wante- no- you NEED it to stop. You needed- your thoughts were cut off by a knock at your door, you wiped your tears, though the rain kept pouring, you tried to get your emotions under control as you walked up to the door opening it. There stood a, not only very concerned Bakugou, but a close to CRYING Bakugou with the rest of the Bakusquad, a.k.a. your boyfriends and girlfriends, they were worried, scared, everyone had been worried all day considering no one knew what happened to you, you pulled yourself together and forced a smile to come to your face.
"Is there something you guys need?" You asked, you nearly cried when Bakugou got mad, but let a tear or two escape to his cheeks.
"Any thing WE need?! What about YOU y/n?!" Bakugou yelled at you, more tears collecting to his eyes that he fought to keep back.
"It's been raining all day y/n! What's wrong with you?" Mina asked more nicely then Bakugou, though fear lined her voice. You sighed, though you knew how to get past them, how to make them not worry, I mean this isn't the first time it's happened.
"You guys need to calm down, I just didn't feel well, you know I get sick a lot, and I don't control the weather 24/7 it could have just been a rainy day." You told them, the still forced smile on your face, Sero whipping out his phone.
"Actually y/n, there was zero precent chance of rain, and it goes right up to the 10 mile radius you have, then just stops. So please y/n, explain that?" Sero asked you, you were stunned, they figured it out, you didn't say anything, just stood there in complete silence. After a second, you slammed your door shut and locked it starting to cry. You continued to pace around your room for what felt like hours, the Bakugou squad yelling for you to come out or unlock the door.
"Y/N IF YOU DON'T OPEN THE DOOR I'M GOING TO BLOW IT DOWN!!!" Bakugou yelled at you, you stopped pacing, and went to your closet. Your old friends told you it was good to have a safe space, though they quickly up and left you for the 'popular kids' without a second thought, it did actually help you a lot. It was a small little opening in your closet, it was almost hidden but the storage you had in there for clothes, drawing supplies and other stuff, it was really just the corner of the closet, but it felt nice to be there, you put up led lights in there, as while as an extension cord so you could charge your phone and computer, you had extra drawing supplies, as while as a stash of snacks and a few bottles of water. You had been sitting in there all day, never once moving till the knock. You got in, and caved in on yourself, letting memories fill your head again, the first one was when you turned 6, when everything changed, your whole family was quirkless, well, all of them but one, all of them but you. Instantly, more was expected from you, you were required to get better grades, to learn to fight, to this and that. Everyone in your small town knew of the child of the l/n family. Everyone was proud, everyone expected so much, everyon- BANG you flinched at the sound of an explosion at your door. 'Looks like Bakugou wasn't lying...' You thought, as you curled back in on yourself, waiting for them just to leave.
"y/n... please come out we only wanna help." Jirou asked, it made you weak, you were tired of hiding, always having to be your best, always having to push yourself just a little harder. You remember what your parents told you right before the entrance exam, the exact words.
"If you fail... you're a failure to us, and you're not welcome back here..." Your father told you, looking at your mother for support to see if this was some kind of joke, but her face was as cold a stone, they were serious, they meant it, and it hurt, with this new found scared feeling, you left for the entrance exam, you got second to last place. That night... you came home... and your parents... were furious. The words they said... stayed with you... and you'd never be able to let go of them. "Why would we want a child that can only get slightly better then the worst?!" Your father yelled, adding another weight, you tried not to cry, to focus on the weights, and not let emotions cause any sort of weather, they were working on controlling your emotions to easily change between them.
"Focus!" Your mother yelled, the weights on your shoulders hurt, but you need to keep the sky's clear. Crack... crack... then you screamed, your arms breaking your fall to the ground, tears rolling down your face, the sky's clouded and rain fell, your mother sighing. "What a failure..." She whispered, shaking her head.
"Y/n..." You jumped at the hand placed on your shoulder, not even realizing the tears streaming down your face.
'How did they find me..?' you thought as you looked up to see Kaminari at the opening of the closet. You sighed, getting up and leaving the closet with your head down. "Y/n what's wrong?" Kaminari asked, you pointed to the door.
"Please leave..." You told them, they looked at you surprised.
"No, y/n please talk to us?" Kirishima asked you, you pushed them away going to your bed.
"Why do you care..?" You asked, turning your head to the window that rain was pouring on.
"Y/n, we just want to help..." Mina told you, sitting down next to you and putting her arm around your shoulder. You felt tears peak your eyes, as you couldn't keep it in anymore. You turned into Mina's shoulder crying. It hurt, but you didn't feel like talking, just crying. Kaminari came to the other side of you hugging you from behind. It felt nice, but you couldn't stop crying, you knew this would happen, once you start crying you wouldn;t be able to stop, and now the scical has begun. Sero had run off to find Aizawa, and Bakugou did something you didn;t expect... pull down your sleeves, the bruises and scars you parents left from their 'training' had been left on you for who knows how long. The sad thing was these weren't at their worst, they were healed from the few mouths you had been here. You quickly jerked away, grabbing your sleeve and pulling it up. You stared at him, not angry, but scared.
"Y/n what the h*ll are those?!" Bakugou yelled at you, though Kirishima quickly came over to calm him down and stop yelling due to your fragile state.
"There just from training!" You yelled back at him, still holding you sleeve up. Bakugou was getting angry and angry with each word that fell from your mouth. He grabbed your wrist pulling the sleeve down.
"These are from training?!" He yelled at you as you snatched your hand back.
"Yes!" You yelled back tears falling off your face to the mattress.
"Bull sh*t!" Bakugou yelled as Aizawa and Sero walked in, Jirou, being the amazing person she is, ran to go get ice cream, movies, snacks, and extra blankets and pillows to help get ready for a movie night to help calm you down.
"What's going on here?" Aizawa asked, as Sero walked over to come sit down with the small group of teenagers.
"Y/n has scars all over their arms!" Bakugou yells, grabbing your arm once again to bring down the sleeve.
"What... the... h*ll Y/n?! " Aizawa yelled at you, you wanted them to leave you alone, they were not helping, you didn't want to talk about it, not at all. You were basically begging in your head just to go away. Mina pulled you away from Bakugou's grip hugging you tightly. You know what..? You take back what you said, you wanted the yelling people to go away, you couldn't deal with the yelling right now.
"May I remind you guys that y/n is on the verge of a panic attack and doesn't need people grabbing at them or yelling at them." Mina spoke with two glares shooting at Bakugou and Aizawa. They shivered at her intensity towards them, and nodded. "Do you wanna talk about it hun?" She asked you and you quickly shook your head letting her hug you and actually turning into her. You let the tears fall, it actually felt really good just to let yourself go. Aizawa had left them room and the rest of the small group stayed in the room, luckily for you, they knew how to cheer you up. "My turn to cuddle with y/n!" Mina yelled, calling you first before anyone else, and Sero groaned.
"But you got y/n last night!" Kami yelled, and you giggled at your partners fighting over who got to cuddle with who. Mina, Kaminari, Sero, and Jirou fought over who got to cuddle with you as Bakugou just took you from Mina and now Kiri and Bakugou were cuddling with you as they fought, every once and a while you let out a small giggle at them saying something stupid. Eventually, you ended up in the middle of a huge pile of people, watching movies, eating Ice cream and snacks. You smiled softly as Jirou turned on f/m (favorite movie).
It was calming to you, you felt at peace, you realized you didn't have to worry about your family here, here you were just happy, you had people who actually cared about you, and people who made you happy.


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