Shadow of the White Wolf (The White Wolf Sequel)

The beginning of the Mission

Rosa Pov

I must of passed out cause when I came to my senses I could feel that I was being held by Kai "What is happening to her?" Kai yelled at Deaton.

"She is remembering and it will take a lot out of her with out the help of the Nemeton. Without us knowing the full extent of the trauma johnny has caused we will not be able to help her. This is a battle she must face herself.  Has she been able to communicate with her wolf since she was found?" Though I could hear Deaton I was able to answer or even move for that matter.

"She hasn't said anything to me about it but she has yet to fully control her wolf or mage." Kai answered. 

"This is strange. She had full control of her wolf and was almost able to control both her mage and kitsune. She had a while to control her vampire and demon but how much trauma has this poor girl had to endure for her to lose what she had already gained." Deaton said with such sadness in his voice. 

We must of been close for him to show this much despair for pain that did not belong to him. I started to gain movement and was able to open my eyes which gained the attention of both men. 

"Rosa are you ok? how do you feel? Do you need anything?" Kai panicked 

"I'm ok,  I feel like a vampire bashed me over the head and then throw me across the room and I could use a hand up" I slowly started to sit up with Kai's help

"Soooo not great then huh?" Kai smirked earning him a slap on the arm 

"Did you remember something?" Deaton asked 

I nodded "I remember being here when I found out I was a Lobo Blanco then my wolf eyes worrying the group of people I was with. There was a tall brooding guy, you, a scrawny nerdy guy, a guy with crooked jaw, a girl who looked a little like me, a girl who didn't look happy and the guy from my dreams." I said try to remember more only to be meet with pain

"That was your pack. Derek, Stiles, Scott the true alpha, your sister Kira, Malia and Liam your mate" Deaton said looking hopeful 

Though all I felt at that moment was conflict, do I go to my pack and family or complete the mission I was sent here to complete. Also what effect will remembering without the trees or should I say the Nemeton's help will have on my mind and body. Questions were raging in my head and Kai must of notice my internal turmoil because he changed the subject.

"So we should get back to why we were sent here. Deacon was it? Could you fill us in please?" I knew Kai mucked up Deaton's name on purpose as he has yet to dem him safe. 

"Its Deaton but sure. We have a problem with dread doctors and the chimera that they are make and destroy. We have yet to figure out their plans or who all the chimeras are, Magnus told me that you have been having visions of these and past events that lead you to come here and that after helping protect this town and making contact with the Nemeton you with gain your past and become whole?" I nodded 

At least that was the plan but now I have to deal with my past creeping up on me "Deaton do you know what will happen to me if I keep remembering my past without the help of the Nemeton?" I looked at him as a look of pain crossed his face 

"I do not know the full extent but it will be painful." I looked down "There is a way to lessen the amount of memories you remember" he continued "But it would mean that you will not be able to let those that know you who you really are" 

I looked up with understanding "I will have to use magic to change my appearance and scent but how will this help lessen my memories?" 

"if those that know you do not remember then so you will not remember. However as more people find out you identity so will you find out your past so it is of utmost importance that you do not reveal you identity to others even you family" This caused an ache in my heart I am so close to those who I have been hunting for but still unable to reach them