Chapter 13 (part 2)

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Zayn grabbed at the bottom of my shirt, then removing it from my body and tossing it aside on the floor. My turn. I messed with his belt, which was the only thing holding his pants up. As quickly as I could, I unbuckled Zayn's belt buckle and unbuttoned the top of his pants. He urged me to go on so I slowly slid his pants down his thighs. Zayn placed his warm hands on my lower back and slid them down, stopping at my butt. I giggled at him and he pulled me on top of him on his bed where we made out some more. Our hands roamed eachother's bodies until we basically couldn't take it anymore. 

"Cass, I want you." Zayn mumbled into my ear and  started pulling my pants off. My heart rate increased becuase I was excited but mainly, I was nervous. This would be my first time and I had to let Zayn know. 

"Uhm, Zayn..." I said, still being kissed by him.

"Oh! Right, got a condom!" He said.

"No, Zayn um..." I said again.

"What's wrong?" He asked, looking my right in the face.

"This is... uh my first time..." I said quietly as I felt my face blushing. 

"Oh, Thank God.. Same for me!" Zayn told me. That in itself automatically made me feel 10 times better about this. I was ready. I wanted to do this with Zayn. He had been such an amazing friend since the day I got here, so I owed him this. 

After all articles of clothing had been removed,  Zayn laid me back down on the bed and hovered over me. We kissed a bit and then Zayn made the next move. He positioned himself at my entrance and waited for my approval. "Just go slow..." I said, closing my eyes, awaiting the pain. He nodded and began to enter me. He was going as slow as he could but it still hurt. "Am I hurting you?" Zayn asked. "No, you're good" I said, sighing heavily. After I had adjusted to his size, I placed my hands on Zayns back urging him to go on. He thrusted slowly at first into me, the pain had subsided by now and turned into pure pleasure. I found myself digging my nails into his back, obviously leaving scratches, but the feeling was too good. I moaned into Zayn's neck as he began moving faster in and out of me. 

Moments later, I felt my orgasm coming and moved my hips with Zayn's. With every thrust a whimper escaped my mouth. "Cass, you're amazing," Zayn said, breathlessly. Before I could cum, I flipped Zayn over and began riding him. I moved my body with his and suddenly I felt myself cumming. "Zayn! Faster! I'm cuming!" I shouted. "Me too babe, faster, oh shit, Cass," He moaned. I felt the best feeling in the world and slowed down my body as Zayn finished off inside of me. We rode out the waves of pleasure. "Cassidy, that was fucking amazing." Zayn stated, removing himself from me. I was still out of breath.

I layed next to Zayn for a little while, his arm was wrapped around my body and I drew small circles on Zayn's stomach with my fingers.

Everything felt perfect until my phone rang. I jumped up and grabbed it. "Call from Harry<3" Showed up. "It's Harry..." I told Zayn, throwing my phone back onto Zayn's side table, as suddenly, Zayn's phone started ringing. "Harry..." He stated. It was obvious Harry was trying to get in touch with me but clearly I had absolutely  no desire of talking to him. 

"You deserve better than him, Cassidy..." Zayn said quietly but stirnly. I was silent. I couldn't really say anything. I had nothing to say. At that moment I felt bad for cheating on Harry with Zayn. I mean, was it cheating though? He sort of cheated on me first, am I right? Whatever, we were even now. 

Zayn's phone started ringing again. "It's Liam." He stated. I nodded. Zayn answered the phone and had a quick conversation with his friend. "You up for some hot tubbing with the gang?!" He asked me, getting up out of bed and heading to his drawers. "Yeah, that sounds fun but I have to go home and get a bathing suit first!" I told him. Zayn put on his swim trunks and a sweatshirt. We went to my house and got what I  needed then we headed to Liam's place.

We headed around the back of Liam's house and entered his backyard. I saw his hot tub with everyone there, except for Harry. Good. I had no intentions of seeing his face right now. I stepped into the hot tub, along with Zayn. "Dude!" Niall shreiked. "What happened to your back?!" Louis asked in shock. I was confused until Zayn turned around and I saw scratch marks on his back from me when we were.... doing it. 

"They look like someone scratched you!" Niall pointed out. I felt my cheeks start to burn and I turned away and began talking to Eleanor as I felt Zayn's friend's eyes on me, knowing somethhing was up. Eleanor and I talked as usual. "Hey, where's Harry?" She asked me, out of the blue. "Funny story El.... Saw him kissing that slut Natalie today. So, I'm guessing it's over between us." I said angrily but inside I was really upset.

"Cass! I'm so sorry. Harry really does love you though. He said it himself." She told me. Great. Now I felt really terrible about what I did. He only kissed another girl but there I was, having sex with one of his bestfriends. 

"Look, can we not talk about this?" I asked her, close to tears.

"Speaking of the devil..." Eleanor whispered to me, directing her attention to Harry, who had just walked into the backyard. Shit.

Harry walked right up to me from outside the hot tub. I felt anger, sadness, greif, jealousy, and love all at the same time. "Do you ever answer your phone?!" He asked me. "I was worried sick!" He finished.

I shrugged and turned to Eleanor, away from Harry.

"Cassidy, can we please talk?" He asked. "Do we have to?" I asked stubornly.

"Yes, please...." He  said. I rolled my eyes at him. I made eye contact with Zayn and he made a stirn face at me.  I stepped out of the hot tub, wrapped myself in a towel and followed Harry into the house. 

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