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22.Begining of darker chapters (Long chapter)

Hisoka ran a tired finger through his hair.He hadent felt love since the death of his mother.The only love he ever received was physical abuse by his father.

But he didnt care for the past.He never talked about it.He simply forgot it.

  As Hisoka was lost in his thoughts and questions of,'Whats love?Or how do you love correctly?'The intercom came on with a loud static sound.

"All remaining applications please head to the meeting of the final phase.Thank you and Goodluck to all."It ended with a beep and more static.

Hisoka got up,shoving a pack of cards in his pocket incase of use in battle and strutted out of the room.

     Back to You
         ~~~
Me and Illumi now stood in the clearing of the final phase.It was a tall and well built room.The floors where nicely polished and the walls looked extremely sturdy.A chandelier or two hung from the ceiling elegantly.

'Woah!Its beautiful for a exam room.'

My eyes probably alsmot had stars of awe struck in them.I examined the beautiful place,doing a 360 turn to get the full picture.

The room had most of the remaining applications crowded in it.There was me and Illumi (of course) Gon's group,and some other applications I didnt bother with.

I silently prayed as I didnt spot Hisoka there.Just the thought made me terrified.I had lost my dignity to him and I wasent in the right mental state with him to be facing him today.

I took a shaky breathe,trying to erase my mind of the memories of the certain clown-magcian.Illumi noticed this and a rattling noise came from his disguise.He layed a hand gently on my shoulder,"You okay y/n?"He asked in a robotic voice.

A small shaky smile formed on my lips,"Yeah just nervous I guess."He just nodded,retreating his hand from my shoulder.I was disappointed at the lost of warmth from his plam but shook it off.

It wasn't nessisarly a lie I told him,but it wasent the whole story either.Taking another calming breathe,I readied for what was to come.

       But little did you know

          What was to come

     Hisoka Pov

I walked down the halls of the hotel owned by the examine committee team.The only sound came from the clicking of my heels on the neatly polished floors.

As I walked near the final examines phase.My mind couldn't help but wonder to the woman,again.

Her soft S/C skin,warm and welcoming but also a strong essence of power that seemed to glow from her E/C ed eyes.Her smiles that were lazy,cute,and carefree.They were contagious and always made me smile.

    But as my mind wondered to the girl,I couldn't help but wonder of Illumi.I wondered about his feelings to the girl.Did he get the same addictive and warm feeling that blossomed in his chest from her?Did he get the same buring and dwelling sadness in his chest when he saw her with me?

More and more thoughts raced in my head,but I shoved them back to focus on the main reason I had came to the exam in the first place.'I came here for my own benefits and selfish reasons.'I reminded myself,'Not love,sex,or jealousy and/or a new enemy.'I scolded myself.

But all of those things had happened.I had fallen in deep love,I had raped my love for my lustful desires,and I had made a enemy out of a close alley that I slightly envied.

Yet,again,I pushed all of those faults out.I fixed my shirt,wiped off the non existent dust from my pants,and straightened my hair,before finally clearing my mind.