Lost Friend(SkepHalo)(hiatus)

Chapter 15

Skeppy's p.o.v
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I was very tired and now that we have to go to dinner my anxiety went through the roof. I was too tired so I wouldn't be able to do anything if they find out. I sighed and accept that they were going to find out about me. What was I going to do? I wouldn't be able to run since Bad would find me. I just don't want Bad to have more problems. I looked at Bad who was the brightest he could be from what I can tell. If I did run where would I go? All the kingdoms know my face well most of them do. So should I just hide in Bad's kingdom or find somewhere else? I probably could make a home in the forest but that's too obvious. I stayed by Bad's side and just went ahead which was a long walk. I tried to forget all of these things and just waited. We arrived at some point and my head went straight down. I muffled out the words of everybody and only looked over at Bad. He looked calm wish I was like that. I looked up a little bit but not too much where people can see my whole face. I thought nothing of it other than the past trauma of them. I sighed and looked down again. Bad looked over to me and asked in a whisper.

"Hey, you okay?"

"What do you mean?"

"You haven't lifted your head this whole time."

"Oh sorry about that."

"If there's anything wrong just tell me."

"I'll tell you after dinner then."

"Fine by me."

Bad went back to what he was doing and I slowly ate my food. My head was only lifted a bit. I mostly kept my eyes on my sister for no reason. Skepina was her she was a witch in a dress. The acting was the only thing that kept her from getting in trouble. I was surprised she never gave me a look neither did my parents but I don't know why and it bothers me. Bad was talking to my dad and I should listen to it just in case. They were talking about kingdoms and things I didn't know about but I knew my father was going to mention me some way or another. He always tried to put everyone in a conversation with new people. Bad never told me about things he disliked about people so I might ask him later. I've never seen Bad mad over a person who wasn't his mother. Bad was full of questions but I've never brought myself to say them. Weird even though he is my friend asking him things was something I would never do or at least not ask him very personal questions. Maybe I should get to know him but that might sound rude to him and I don't want that. I ended up losing my thought of hearing him talk to my dad and just doubting my thoughts. My thoughts always took the best of me and even though I was going to tell Bad about me my mind was telling me I shouldn't. I should though it would be better for Bad but how would he react? I can't have him turn me in so I need to figure something. I stayed locked onto my thoughts and not caring about the people around me. Bad was probably going to ask me later about my quietness. He did have a reason to ask me why I was quiet since im usually loud but he has never seen me like this which is my fault since I never had a lot in my head and we never visited this place.

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Dinner was over before I knew it since I was trapped in my mind I didn't even notice it until Bad broke me from my thoughts. I waited for everyone to leave so I could pick up my head a little. Bad grabbed my hand and lead us to our room. When we got there I plopped my ass on the bed as Bad did his own thing. I looked over at Bad and my mind was screaming at me to not tell him but I was going to have to. He was probably going to say: I will help you with your problem. Here's the thing I don't want him to help me he should worry about his problems and not mine. That was Bad for you always pushing your limits to help others. I didn't want him to do it to me right now since he was so many problems I feel selfish if I did it. Would it even be worth it if I told him? I was battling my thoughts for a bit but I should tell him. Bad is my friend after all he would be okay with any I tell him. I sighed and decided to tell bad and I knew I was going to regret it.

"Hey Bad?"

"Yes."

"Can I uh....tell you...something?"

"Of course you can!"

Bad moved over to my bed and placed down the thing he was holding. I really wanted to back away from this as fast as I could but I've already said shit.

"Can you promise me you won't tell anyone?"

"Of course I won't."

"I mean it Bad this is something you...couldn't tell anyone," I said the last part kinda harsh.

"Oh-..."

"Sorry!"

"No it's fine and yes I do promise you I won't say anything and I mean it no matter what."

"*sighs* okay you ready?"

"Yes."

"Okay...so you know how I hate princes and royalty?"

"Oh-! Right.."

"Did I- hurt your feelings when I said that?"

"Yeah, but you never told me you hated people like me.."

"I wouldn't say hate like that but they did do stuff to me so im guessing I have to.."

"Did I ever hurt you?"

"..."

"Well...?"

"You've never hurt me but your kingdom did."

"So I did hurt you...I let my kingdom hurt you and I don't want that!"

"Don't blame yourself for that you weren't even that old to deal with it."

"But what if something does happen to you and I wouldn't be able to help you?"

"Don't worry about that I'll be fine no matter what so don't worry too much okay?"

"Okay.."

"Do you want me to continue with my story?"

I didn't want to finish it since it looked like Bad was on the verge of tears.

"Let's not. I don't know if I really want to since the whole...that. Maybe tomorrow it's been a rough day for that both of us and I shouldn't be pushy about these types of things cause it's personal to you and it makes me feel guilty about it and even if you are my friend I can't be doing this to you."

"Bad....dont do that to yourself. You've always told me everything about you and yet I haven't even told you why your mother hates me or even why I know so much about your mother........it shouldn't be like that but it is I'm just too scared to tell you about.........anything."

"I guess it both our fault."

Bad left my bed and I felt so bad for everything I've put him through why was I like this? Bad was so innocent and I've ruined him and he always covers my mistake. I run away from my problems because of him. Why was I so attached to him? Why did Bad makes me run away from my problems and why can't I face them?! Either way Bad is going to be my friend but how would he react and I didn't want to ruin our friendship so do I just face my problems and let Bad take it all in? That's probably the best option but I don't wanna put him through that. The worse thing Bad was dealing with his mother which is a whole different story I wanna figure out. Even so, was I going to tell him my problems first, or do I need to help with his mother first? I should tell him because that would be better for him and it could help his mother and exposing her. I just need to man up and tell him for his sake and mine. I'm going to make this better one way or another.

I'm doing this for Bad...

End of chapter
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Okay so I am very sorry for this horrible uploading thing I did but I am going to publish this now cause maybe you were waiting for this but anyway by tomorrow everything will be back on schedule.

Word count: 1466

Finished: 8:07 a.m Jan 14

Happy new year's and have a good night