Lost Friend(SkepHalo)(hiatus)

Chapter 25

A/n: should I show my upcoming books?
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Bad's p.o.v (warning: panic attack)
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I awoke from my horrible sleep. My back hurts like hell from this but I couldn't do anything except waiting. There wasn't anyone I could talk to and even if I did find someone the other guards would hear and it will be game over for me. There wasn't any point in trying to get mother to listen to me so how should I do this? I looked around for anything but there wasn't and I couldn't think straight from the stress im in. My breathing was uneven and I couldn't help it. My heart was pounding in my chest making me feel more scared. I felt tears swell up in my eyes and I felt like dying almost.  I covered my mouth as I silently cried. I didn't let it stop it just happened. I thought of the worst things that made me cry more and it was getting harder for me to be silent from my crying getting worse. I tried to fix my breath but nothing worked. My brain was starting to slow down but it still was bad. I took uneven deep breaths but they were helping so it didn't matter. After that my breathing became controllable and I stopped crying. My eyes hurt from the dryness but I ignored it. I'm surprised none of the guards noticed or they did and I just didn't see it.

(A/n: that was my first time writing a panic attack so if it isn't good im sorry and I've never had a panic attack so I dont know what's it like. If I offended somebody im sorry.)

An hour had passed of the quiet cell im in. I heard faint footsteps. They were my mother's. What was she going to do to me now since im locked up?

"Hello there Bad."

"What do you....want?"

"Well, I can here to tell you Good is.......dead....well almost."

"What?!"

"He tried to attack me so I got the guards to do something with him and he ended up getting hurt badly."

"You-you dont care!? He's your son!"

"He might be but your just more important. More valuable."

"What do you mean by 'valuable'?"

"Your brother was never that smart like you were and if the time comes you'll accept the way my kingdom goes."

"I would never!"

"If this kingdom falls I know who to blame."

I stood in silence as she left. The conversation I had with her was almost horrifying and I needed to leave fast so I can check up on Good. I really hope he's okay. Even if I was smarter than Good he should still be equal to me. I do feel bad about that but what is there for me to do? Do I leave him after what mother says? I wouldn't but what if I had to choose? I would pick Good and find a way to get Skeppy if he was the other option. I will never rest until I have my brother returned and Skeppy. I just need to figure out a plan. I could try to negotiate with the guards but what will I do for them? This is going to be a rough week or so.

Skeppy.....

What would I do without Skeppy? Would I live a boring life without this mess? Would my life be better without him? Do I regret being friends with him? No! I would never regret him being my friend since he showed me there's more to life than just being a prince. Sure I wouldn't be in this mess but I wouldn't have the good memories and all of those memories were important. I would give up most anything to have him with me. My face got heated but I didn't care for it.

Was I in love with Skeppy?

Was I? I always wanted him near me and he always showed me affection and I couldn't let that go. Yet even if he didn't like me I would still be his friend but it would just be awkward and I don't want that so what should I do? I guess I am in love with my best friend and I was gonna end up confessing to him anyways. I want to be with Skeppy forever. No matter what.

This gave me some hope that I will be able to get out of this mess and maybe Skeppy with be the one who will save me. That would be nice. I eyed the guards but they didn't see so that was good. But was I going to talk to them? Or was I going to sit and wait? Maybe I should think of a better plan before this.

I sat on the ground for a while looking for a good plan. While I was thinking a guard seems to catch on that im up to something due to my face and how it moves when I think. I shouldn't think much of the guard unless they take to me which they haven't so this has given me time to think about other things like Good and Skeppy and of course mother. Which I haven't been able to see through her words. What is she planning? From my details now she wants me to continue her awful way of ruling and I don't want that so I just reject her and go? She would probably hunt me down and I'll have to live in fear and I don't want that. Also, I do wanna be somewhat independent and not just depend on Skeppy. I shook that off and went back to my details. Valuable is what she describes as but for what though? Was that smart? But smart couldn't be the only reason so there has to be something in me that Good doesn't have and mother wants it. Mother can't kill me though Skeppy would kill her and he would do it without hesitation. What's in my body that's different from Good's? I don't know much since im not as close to Good anymore but I do know that his demon powers aren't like mine. Maybe that's just because that's the type of demon he is or just his age. I didn't get my demon powers until...I was 16 maybe. They just kinda happened I guess and I never use them because I have no use. Good is an imp while I am a geotic demon. I just look like an imp because of my mother's genetics.

From what I've read about these demons is that: we are owl-like creatures with knowledge of herbs, minerals, and astronomy. Also, we are quite tall.

(A/n: yes im basing him off of stolas the great prince of hell and not the one from the helluva boss)

An imp on the other hand is usually called troublesome and is considered a lesser being amongst other demons. They are a lot smaller than Geotic demons.

With that information, it seems that mother might want my knowledge. I need to look over my details again or just stop thinking about it which I couldn't since I was already in this rabbit hole. I sighed and looked up at the guard watching me. She looked at me but didn't do anything but just stared. I was bothered by it so I stopped starring. I decided to sleep this awful night.

END OF CHAPTER
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I have a message for y'all and it is that im losing motivation or creativity for this fic and I dont want to speed this so I might finish these chapters by the 12 if I finish before than I will publish but probably after im done with these 7 chapters the fanfic will be over and then I could start on other fics.

Word count: 1319

Finished: 6:50 a.m march 2

Have a good night.
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