Chaeyeon's pov............
When i won the second daesang i felt like the world was spining, I was happy but not because i won but because i won the vacation trip with unlimited card expenditure. I wish i could see Mr Yang's face now hahahaha, i finally get to take Yujin and Hitomi on vacation.
After the award ceremony there was a drama caused by the boys, i decided to forgive them because just like the girls i miss them too but i gave them a month punishment and i saved the best for last. They better get their cards ready because I'm coming for them, I got $15k from YG and $15k from WM as a vacation tip as they promised.
I saw articles about iz*one's disbandment and i was surprised because they didn't tell me anything about it, i did check up on them and they were already busy with their normal schedules. I took Yujin and Hitomi to Bali for vacation since they have been busy with school. We spent three weeks there for vacation and on our way back we stopped by Japan.
While Yujin was out with Nako and Hitomi looking for a school i met with Sakura, my feelings for her are driving me nuts. I can't run away from the fact that I love her forever, i know it sounds crazy after everything she did to me but i love her.
"Chaeyeon-nah!!"
"Oh you are here"
" mmmh, how are you?"
"I'm good and you?"
"I'm fine, so whatsup?"
"I just wanted to see you before you leave so that we can talk"
"About?", i don't know why but her statement made my heart beat faster and louder than a drum
"Us", i swear my heart stopped for a second
"What about us?", i knew what she was talking about but i just wanted her to start it herself
"Im not gonna lie to you or sugar coat anything but yoh you are driving me crazy and this time it's bigger than before, i tried to ignore it but it just keep getting worse. You are everywhere in my mind and dreams, i don't know what to do but i just can't hide my feelings anymore. I tried to distance myself but hey my hands are tied",
My heart was jumping up and down when she was confessing her feelings but i don't know if this feeling is worth risking everything for
"I just don't how i feel at the moment so i can't just jump in and the same thing happens again"
"I understand and you have all time you need, i will be waiting for you"
We finished our lunch and i went back to my hotel and Yujin was not back yet so i just changed to my pyjamas and take a nap. My manager sent me a schedule so i have to go back home. We left the following day and when we got to incheon airport my manager was already there waiting for us.
There were many reporters today since many idols have been going in and out of the county a lot these days, luckly they kept a distance for us but flashes were everywhere. I thought Yujin was going to panic since it's been long time away from the cameras but she handled it well. We dropped her home first and he dropped me after.
I just threw myself on the couch and I was gone, i didn't eat anything because i was tired and my schedule is starting tomorrow. I woke up around 6am and took a cold shower and put on my black sweatpants with an oversized top and a mask and left to my agency (wm).
I met Yooa unnie at the loby and i swear it's been long time since i last saw her.
"Unnie!!!"

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She Is Mine (Sakura × Chaeyeon)
Random"I know things are complicated but we have to come out", said Sakura kissing Chaeyeon's head " I know but it's not easy, we don't even know how they will react let alone our company" said Chaeyeon playing with her nails " babe, I know it's easier sa...