Chaeyeon's pov........
I woke in the morning with a swollen face and baggy eyes, my eyes were red and i hated it because today I have to go to my company. I am not feeling myself today so i just took shower and wear all black and a mask, i waited for my manager while watching news.
I got a text from my manager telling me i don't need to go to my agency bacause I'm given a break since i just finished my tour so they told me to rest. I feel like I should tell Sakura what happened but i just can't, i tried my best to distract myself from what's going on.
I didn't get any text or call from Chaeryeong since last night so I'm guessing they took her phone, i don't even have appetite so i just laid on the couch the whole day. I told everyone to not come and visit me, i just want to be alone. Since I'm on break they don't actually call me to come by my agency and i doubt i will be having a comeback anytime soon.
It's been a week and my parents blocked my number even Chaeryeong have not called me and her phone is still off. I guess i just have to wait for her, I decided to call Sakura and we talked till midnight. I guess I'm fine, life is never sweet.
Unknown pov......
Chaeyeon says life is never sweet but i think hers is too sour, she think she is fine but she is not. The little lies she tell Sakura makes her forget reality and little by little she is sinking, she knows that Sakura makes her happy and is the one she love but.....
She also have a family, the one that took care of her for her whole life, it's her life and everyone that comes with that life but there is also herself. For how long will she keep on living her life to please others, when will it be her turn, when will it be about her. Finally Chaeryeong was able to contact her using Lia's phone but she couldn't go to see her since she made a promise to their parents that she won't.
The void in Chaeyeon just continued to grow, she hardly eat these days though she always wear her elegant smile but no one knew what was happening and how she was feeling. She is always laughing in front of people but it's dark when she is alone, is it depression knocking?
Even Sakura never knew what was going on because they always laugh over the phone. She met her parents once at the market but they didn't even acknowledge her presence and it just hit her bad. Her break is over and in just a month she lost 10kg to 37kg however many people didn't notice because she always wear baggy clothes.
Poor child she is all alone in this world, she doesn't want to burden anyone with her problems. All she do is to wake up and sit by the window and just stare into the heaven and hope just maybe her parents will take her back and accept her for who she is. Day dreaming over, let's back to Chaeyeon.
Chaeyeon's pov......
I woke up today and went to the market to buy grocery since it's been long time i went out so i just put on my black sweatpants with black hoodie and black mask and left, i was buying veggies when i suddenly met my parents and they saw me and they just passby like I'm not even there. I tried calling them but they didnt respond.
I just went home without even buying anything because i was suffocating, i just couldn't breath and i felt like i was having a heart attack. I was busy sitting by the window when my phone rang and it was Sakura, i had to put on my bravest smile and pick up
"Babe"
"Hey love, How are you"
"I'm good and you?"
"I'm good what are you up to?"
"Just sitting by the window at YG admirering the view and you?", i lied again today
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She Is Mine (Sakura × Chaeyeon)
De Todo"I know things are complicated but we have to come out", said Sakura kissing Chaeyeon's head " I know but it's not easy, we don't even know how they will react let alone our company" said Chaeyeon playing with her nails " babe, I know it's easier sa...
