till death...

chapter nine

Louis's POV

I missed his lips. I missed the way his hand wrapped around my neck as our mouths became one. Slowly I rolled on top of him. He moans and It make me feel amazing. I love that I can make him feel good.

My stomach has an intense flame burning in it as he moves his hand down my back. He's making his way down my neck. Biting and sucking softly. I'm in love with the way he makes me feel.

Then slight worry takes over, but only for a moment.

"Harry-" I moan softly when he puts his hand under my shirt touching my bare stomach. "The- The door."

"They'll knock." They being the nurses. My worry subsides because he's right. They wouldn't just barge in unannounced. Would they?

Harry starts to take off my shirt. I tense up for a moment but then my hands just take over. I help him remove my shirt quickly then I grab to take off his. I'm straddling him when I start to unbuckle his belt. While I'm unzipping him he's reaching over opening the top drawer of his night stand. A dozen half opened half unopened condoms are revealed. How many people has he slept with in this bed? I shake the thought and continue to pull his pants off, followed by my own.

"Are you sure? Like 100%?" He freezes.

I think for a second. Do I really want to do this? I do right? Yeah I do. It feels right.

"Yes. 100%."

He rips open the condom with his teeth, which is incredibly hot, before applying it.

We've switched positions now. He's on top of me slowly kissing down my abdomen until he reaches my entrance. He looks up at me with just his eyes in a 'still ready?' type of way. I nod slightly. I'm hoisting myself up leaned back on my elbows.. He looks back down and gently grabs my length. He first begins pulsating before he slide one finger in me. I throw my head back in pleasure. The subtle pain feels amazing, it never felt this way with James. James! Shit. I wasn't even thinking about James. I mean we're not dating so what does it matter. Does it matter? Do I tell him about Harry? Fuckkkk. I must tense up because Harry stops.

"Sorry, was that too fast?" He seems apologetic.

"No! No. It was me, I just needed to move a bit." I'm good now." He doesn't seem to buy it until I deliberately push his head down. I push the thought of James as far back as I can. I'll worry with it later.

He Inserts two fingers this time and it feels 10x better than just one. He slides in and out, rapidly a few times then slowly. I'm so close. A few pulses later and it's happening.

"I'm- Im- I'm gonna come." I say with my head completely thrown back on his pillows.

I sigh loudly as he sits up and grabs a towel hanging at the end of his bed. He tosses it to me and I clean myself up. He rolls over to lay beside me, without realizing he lands on the emergency help button.

"Shit!" Panic displays on both of our faces.

I jump up and search for my boxers. I slip them on fast, followed by my sweats.

"Shirt. Wheres my shirt?" I look around frantically. Harry throws a white wad of clothing at me and of course it's my shirt.

"Get on the couch. Act natural." He whispers as he flings himself onto his bed.

The door opens just as I sit down.

"Harry! What's going on? Are you okay?!" Lisa rushes over to him without even noticing me.

"I'm good, I'm good. I just accidentally pushed it." She pushes him and he over exaggerates.

"Don't scare me like that again." She pauses when she looks down. There lays a gold foil condom wrapper. "Huh. What's this?"

Now she notices me.

"Hi louis. It's a bit late don't ya think?"

"Uh, Yes ma'am. I'll go" I don't hesitate before leaving. Even though we had a nice moment doesn't mean she doesn't still scare the hell out of me.

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When I get back to my room I take a quick shower to clean up and then text Harry.

From Louis :

How mad was she, be honest.

To Louis :

I think if she could transfer me to a different hospital she would.

From Louis :

Fuck. She's gonna seriously have it out for me now.

To Louis :

It was worth it tho;)

From Louis :

When can I return the favor?

To Louis :

As soon as you want

I catch myself smiling at every text and anticipating his response each time. I'm definitely falling for this curly headed boy.

I decide that it's best to just not tell James. What he doesn't know won't hurt him. Plus Harry doesn't know about James either, so I don't see an issue about keeping them secrets from one another. I don't even know if me and Harry are gonna work out and It's not like I'm gonna see James anytime soon.

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They did it! and almost got caught!! But what about James!?