It's Like I'm Sleepwalking z.h Book 3

It's Like I'm Sleepwalking

It's Like I'm sleepwalking z.h

"How are you feelin'?" Zayn asked me, a clipboard in hand and a pen in the other .

I didn't answer , I was still trying to process everything , I was in a comma , everything that supposedly happened -didn't happen. "Babe?" He spoke up and this time I looked up at him, his face said impatient but his eyes showed sadness. "Niall please talk to me."

"Who admitted me?" I asked bluntly.

"You don't remember?" I bit my lip, was I supposed to? He sighed sadly and opened his mouth to speak , "The police." He whispered. "You came in thrashing and screaming." He sighed again, "I fell right then and there but I knew you hated everyone and everything at the moment."

"Why did they bring me?" I asked.

"You..." he paused staring at me as if he were hesitating to tell me. "You killed someone."

"What was their name?" I asked anxiously.

He looked down at his chart. "Some lady by the name of Eleanor Calder?" He looked up through his eyelashes. "Does it ring a bell?"

"She was in my dream, you killed her though. Said you didn't love her and threw her over the railing." His mouth formed an O shape. "H-how did I kill her?"

"You stabbed her and gouched out ond of her eyes out, dragged her to the middle of the road and it says you watched her get ran over by a semi." Guts coming out of her mouth was what I pictured and I shivered in disgust.

"And I thought you were the killer." I whispered. "But I fell madly in love with you, even the other side of you, not to mention I helped you kill a few people."

"You've only killed one person." He said ignoring my previous statement. "They found you were mad and sent you here instead of jail, they didn't want you killing anymore people even if those people at prison deserved it."

"I'm not crazy." I whispered and he snorted.

"You're even crazier than when I met you." He spat. I whimpered and he sighed. "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean it I swear." He said getting on his knees infront of me. His hands on my legs. "You and I... we'll get through this together okay? I know you don't remember much but I swear I'll do my best to help you remember. Maybe you could even tell me why you tried to off yourself. I thought I was enough to make you happy " he looked down sadly. "I'm sorry I failed you."

"I..." i started but didn't say anything else. I didnt know what to say.

"Niall." He looked up and I knew what was going to come next as he leaned up. I turned away the last second causing him to kiss my cheek."Baby." He begged.

"Help me remember." This time I was the one begging.

"I'll try my best." He whispered standing up and kissing the top of my head.

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"This is your room, Liam is your room mate." My breath hitched and I whimpered. I had left out the details of Liam hoping he was just another part of my delusional mind. "Go on Niall , he won't bite , he's been your roomate since last year." He rubbed my arm gently and kissed my temple , something I dont think i could get used to . It almost felt as if I were cheating on Zayn with ... well with Zayn . Quite frankly I didn't like this Zayn much but he was nice and just as hot , maybe even hotter , he had so many tattoos. "I'll come back in two hours to take you back to lunch, okay?" I stayed silent and he sighed. He removed his arm and left the room without another glance back.

"Well well well look what the cat dragged in." Liam smirked. "Can't believed you actually lived after what I did to you. You didn't tell Zayn about our little secret did you?" I stayed quiet. He stood up and pushed me up against the wall . "I asked you a question , I expect you to answer."

"I do-don't know what youre talking about." I said trying to get out of his grip.

"You don't remember?" I shook my head.

"Let me rejog your memory." He stepped closer to me. "You came into the room after one of your love sessions with Zayn and you told me you had two days before you were aloud to leave this shit place . You promised you'd never leave me , Niall. Shame I had to hurt you." He touched my cheek , running over it ever so gently, I moved away as far as I could with being inbetween him and the wall. "And after what I did, its said your leave wont be for another four months or more."

"What did you do?" I said getting angry at how close I was to getting out of this shit place only to be added more time.

"You really don't remember." He laughed. "I stabbed you three times. I'm surprised you're even alive. Its quite funny you know? They thought you tried to kill yourself and Zayn was suspended for a week cause they thought he had caused what you did."

"I-I'm gonna tell them what you did." I said through gritted teeth , already feeling bad because Zayn also thought it was his fault that I ended up in a comma. When in relality it was Liams.

He pulled me forward and back so I hit the wall hard. "You won't tell them shit cause I will make sure you die if you do. Do you understand?" He said with a seriousness in his voice.

I nodded frantically, "Y-yes." I struttered.

"Good."

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And there it is :D !!! Already drama *wiggles eyebrows* I hope you liked it and are just as excited as I am about this last book.

Question : Wheres Louis and Harry? Is Louis still Zayns brother in the real world?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY HARRY STYLES . The one who taught me that I shouldn't care about what people think of me and to stay true to myself.