BEFORE YOU GO || Y.K + V.H ✔ [Under heavy editing]

-Royal cat-

[ Yoongi's pov ]

Here I am-

Taking pills, having nightmares, not having the jinmin duo here with me , some unpleasant memories and guilt trailing right behind. It shouldn't come as I surprise that I don't wanna continue what you call "life". But I am an coward and just can't come to kill myself and that blood- yeah that scares me, not that this is the only way. What now has halted me from contemplating wheather to end my life or not is making, mostly writing music, which I forgot I once did.

Thanks to Jin who sent his company one of my "old old" works which I am still not sure where he got it from and da fuucckk how can the company approve. I mean that is a huge ass company and my work ain't that worthy, now that this wasn't enough they want a song from me and jin is begging me to do one.

Whatever-

It's a way I can distract myself and This once was the only thing I wished for, so why not. Every now and then I head to this cafe nearby. It's a really quiet place for a cafe and that's the only reason for me to go there.

I sit there for hours writing and erasing and then again scribbling down shit, erasing it again and so on. This young lad working there, I never really spoke with him niether did he, just smiles at me every now and then and often gives me free muffins. I am not into muffins but I do eat the ones he gives me. I always wear baggy clothes, with a big bucket hat and a mask covering my face.

I have my reasons okay-

The real problem is that every thing I write turns out to be a letter for that Jungkook brat. I mean I wouldn't mind if it were a letter to "HIM" ( hoseok ) I would understand like he was my first love, my only love but what is up with that brat. " Fuck it, I am going home. " I slammed the paper on the table and the young lad staring at me startled, I go up to the counter and give him the pay for my coffee mummbling a sorry.

I wasn't able to get a response in return instead I was handed a donut with a note that said, Try writing that again after eating this, it might work.

I smiled at him and he nodded understandly, as I exited the cafe I bumped into a figure, tall, tattoos, long hair in a pony tail " Woah sorry. " stated the said male and I couldn't help but have second thoughts about that voice, a rather familiar one. Upon talking a glance of the male I stood shocked in my tracks, not being able to utter a single word I ran away.

( Reminds me of how yoonkook first met also yoongi was wearing a mask so the male couldn't see his face )

" No no no no no no it can't be. " I mumbled as I just walked as fast as I could. " I am probably hallucinating. "