BEFORE YOU GO || Y.K + V.H ✔ [Under heavy editing]

-break again-

I wrote you a letter but I was too afraid to send it

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His eyes saw the light of the room, a figure laying beside him, face painted with worry and the only thing his mind is doing is trying to process where he was and the past events that took place, It took him a while but eventually it all came back.

How do I respond now? Does he know? I hope not.

" Why did you faint all of a sudden? and why do you look so weak? " Jungkook wasn't exactly asking yoongi these questions, rather it was as if the lad was mumbling stuff to himself.

To which Yoongi didn't respond.

Now does not seem like the right time to lie, I am already getting punished for my lies.

And so he said nothing, leaving the question hanging.

" So what Joon told me is true ? " he asked again and yoongi swore his heart stopped for a second.

So does he know about me? Joon? I thought hobi will be the one telling him-

Yoongi's train of thought came to an end with the lad's next sentence.

" You hate the idea of living with me so much that now you'll refuse to eat? " Jungkook looked up at yoongi, and yoongi was just tired of seeing his sad eyes, so he didn't meet them and averted his gaze.

" Why do you suddenly want to move out, I won't come in front of you if that's what bothering you- "

" No! That's not- I mean what I said to Joon is my final decision. "

He's taking all this the wrong way, I don't hate him I just am fucking dying but I'll rather let him think this way than tell him my condition.

" Yoongi I-" Jungkook's hand was pushed away harshly by yoongi

" You don't understand do you ?" yoongi looked at him, trying to look as frustrated as possible.

" Everything I did before it was an act, and the only reason why I don't want you to die is that that will be affecting me with my trauma, I don't like you and it's just- disgusting the way you cling on to me. "

And with the last word yoongi turned his head to the side not wanting to see the face the younger might be making.

I'm sorry Jungkook but my death will only break you, a hundred times more than this and I don't want that, please forgive me- I love you.

" I understand " and with that, the lad left yoongi's side.

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" Are you sure about this ? " the leader inquired yoongi upon which the lad only nodded his head.

" Okay then I won't be saying no to you, Would you mind sharing a room with me or- "

" Huh? What do you mean to share a room? You are not coming with me hobi I can live by myself " yoongi suggested

The leader took a few steps towards the lad taking yoongi's chin into his hands, making the ill one look straight into his eyes as he stated