Your Tears are Mine || Jungkook x Reader || BTS FANFIC || YANDERE 18+

Chapter 40

Y/N's POV

A ray of beaming sunlight had shone right on my eyelids which caused them to flutter open.

I rubbed them with the back of my hand and simultaneously tried to block the sunlight.

Letting out a low groan, I looked around and turned my head to my side of the bed for the nightstand. The time on the alarm clock read 8:35 am.

Ah, Yoongi comes at 9, I should get up and get ready. I don't wanna look like shit in front of him.

Just as I was about to sit upright, I realized an arm was wrapped tightly around my waist and I had almost forgotten about Jungkook who was spooning me, still soundly asleep.

The rest of yesterday was normal, Jungkook made a delightful dinner for us then we just sat around and watched a couple of movies until we started to feel our eyes get heavy from exhaustion.

He had carried me all the way up the stairs bridal style, despite me telling him that I could walk up with him on my own.

Although everything seemed like a normal evening, the undying fear that I had of Jungkook always rested in the back of my head. Staying alert of what I do and his actions.

Jungkook acted like we were a completely normal couple as if he was trying to fix things up with me and make me forget everything that he had done.

I felt his arm pull me closer to his torso, which pulled me back from my thoughts.

A low moan escaped his lips and then a grunt.

"..hm.. why are you up so early, bubbles?" Jungkook mumbled with his eyes still closed shut.

His tired appearance still fascinated me and with the sun beaming onto him, it captured every small but precious detail of his face.

Hearing him call me by my nickname, admittedly made the butterflies in my stomach flutter excitedly. It was a nostalgic feeling but I liked it... why do I like it so much?

"It's almost 9 am, Jungkook-ah. Your hyung is going to be here soon, isn't he? And you have to get to work or you'll be late." I responded calmly as I turned my whole body to fully face him.

He heaved out a warm sigh and began to open his eyes to slowly adjust to the light shining in.

With the room being of a darker shade, the sunlight that came in gave the room a sombre ambiance to it which I found oddly soothing.

"Give me a few more minutes. I'm not ready to go and leave you here with him just yet." He whispered sleepily.

I couldn't help but blush at his comment. Soon I found myself letting my mind take over my body, and my hand travelled up to his smooth dark hair.

Slowly, running my fingers into the delicate strands to brush them out of his face. I had lost control of my own hands.

Then both my arms reached out to wrap them around his neck while I felt him respond by pulling my body closer to him.

My legs were tangled up with his as we were both on our sides, directly looking at each other.

Kook angelically smiled at me and I returned mine back.

Why am I feeling this way? Is my body just unconsciously trying to show him that I'm falling for him again to convince him?? Or am I truly allowing myself to love him again? All I know is that I need to get the fuck out of here since these feelings from before keep lingering.

"God, you're so beautiful in the morning... I don't want to ever leave this house with you here." As Jungkook confessed, he buried his face into my neck and left a trail of soft kisses; starting from my jaw down to my collarbone.