After you and Sean pulled way, you stared onto each others eyes. Then you thought about your ex. You jumped a bit by the thought. You thought of why you did that. Why it felt so right. But wrong at the same time. You quickly let go of Sean and and like half jogged back into the store. You stood there. You didn't know what to do. Then you remembered that your mother will be home soon. "Are you alright?" Sean asked petting your hair. You didn't want to tell him the truth. About how you aren't comfortable with men. You then created a excuse that was a little true. "Yeah sorry. I just remembered that I have to be home soon so I should be looking for games now." You said hoping that the way you said it didn't sound strange. "Oh okay. Let me help you. Here I'll suggest some if my favorite games for you." He said leading you.
**time skip, sorry I'm so lazy**
When you arrived, you opened the door placing your coat on the rack beside the door. Closing the door behind you, you turned your head to your mother standing there. "Where have you been?" Your mother asked arms crossed. "I-I went out to a video game store." You said stuttering a bit. "Don't you play this game with me!" She shouted grabbing your arm leading you to the coach. You flopped onto the couch a little over dramatically. "Tell me where you were!" She yelled arms crossed. You stood up to her level. Eye to eye with her. "I'm telling the truth!" You grabbed your bag of 2 video games Sean suggested. Amnesia and Portal 2. His favorites he said. You pulled them out handing them to your mother as evidence that you were telling the truth. She looked at the front covers. "Why did you suddenly decide to buy video games?" She said looking back at you. "I don't know. I just wanted to try something new. I guess." You said reaching for the games back. She handed them back to you. "I'm sorry. I thought you were lying to me." She said flopping onto the couch. You flopped too. "Yelling is exhausting." She said. Her voice sounded strained. Like a wheezing animal that hasn't drank any water in a couple of days. "I agree." You responded.
**time skip**
You went out for a cup of coffee at Starbucks with your mother the next day. She got a cappuccino and you got a latte (or a different kind of coffee or hot cocoa if you prefer). You sat a two seat table by a window that had a view of the parking lot. You stared out the window thinking about Sean. How beautiful his eyes are. How that kiss was like heaven on earth, magical, anything you can imagine. You took a sip of your drink.
A voice said across the room. "Hey!" You shot your head into the direction. You mother too. It was Sean. This is bad, really really bad. If he comes over here and touches you, your dead. Your mother would literally kill you. You turned your head back into the direction of the window acting like he wasn't talking to you or he thought you were someone else. "Who is that?" You mother asked with the weirdest half smile, creepy face. You turned your head to her. "Who him? Oh I think he just got the wrong person." You said taking a sip of your drink trying to hide the little smile on your face that is forcing it's way onto your face. "Oh. Hmm wierd." she said taking a sip too.
He was now walking over to your table. You didn't know what to do. You tried to ignore it. But you couldn't. It was awful. You had this horrible feeling in your stomach that almost ached. You were now sweating from stress. It felt like everything inside was falling beneath your feet.
