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F O U R (M)

Part 2

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"I think I'm ready to try again," Jimin tells Yoongi, straddling Yoongi's thighs on Yoongi's bed and taking Yoongi's hands in his.

"Already?" Yoongi says.

Jimin nods, smiling widely, "Yeah."

"You don't have to," Yoongi says carefully. "If it's because of me bringing it up a few days ago-"

"No, it isn't," Jimin shakes his head. "I'm just ready."

"I don't want a repeat of last time," Yoongi said quietly, frowning deeply.

"I know, and it won't be," Jimin assures, looking into Yoongi's eyes, letting go of Yoongi's hands and cupping Yoongi's cheeks. "It won't be. I'm sure."

"You don't know that," Yoongi says gently. "We can wait some more. It doesn't have to be so soon. I don't want you to feel-" Yoongi whispers, "like last time again."

"I won't," Jimin smiles a little sadly, "I hope," he looks away, and Yoongi wants to kiss him. "I have an idea. I think I know how to make it work."

"Are you sure?" Yoongi asks.

"Yeah," Jimin smiles. "That is... just..." he hesitates suddenly, "only if you still want me to fuck you."

Yoongi frowns, gulping, and his voice is too quiet when it comes out, "You know I do."

Six months ago was the first time they all had sex together. Six months, and it still feels like yesterday.

Yoongi can vividly remember the shock on all of their faces when they found out he and Jimin were fucking. He can remember the shock when he and Jimin started kissing each other in front of them, and then the shock once again when he and Jimin kissed them as well. Yoongi doesn't think he'll ever forget the way that Hoseok loomed over him when Hoseok kissed him for the first time, or the way Taehyung dove to kiss him right after Hoseok moved away. He'll never forget the feeling of being on his knees between Seokjin's thighs for the first time, the feeling of Seokjin and Hoseok's cocks in his mouth, the feeling of Namjoon's cock inside him for the first time, or watching Jeongguk break apart from pleasure for the first time. It's impossible to forget.

The way they fell into bed for cuddles afterward is something that Yoongi doesn't think he'll ever forget either. It was just as important as the sex. Being held by all of them. Jimin kissing him. Fucking making plans for 'next time' which they didn't actually end up following through on. Seokjin bringing them a couple towels for cleaning. The annoyance that Yoongi felt when Namjoon's phone rang all of a sudden. And then rang again when Namjoon didn't answer. And again. The third time, Namjoon dragged himself off the bed and answered. Their rooms were finally ready. No need to be in the suite together anymore. Actually, they were essentially ordered to leave the suite so that the hotel staff could clean it for the people who were actually supposed to use it.

Reluctantly, they disentangled. Awkwardly, they found their clothes. Quietly, they got dressed. Sheepishly, Namjoon, Hoseok, and Taehyung tossed their condoms away, all of them taking in what had happened and mostly not looking at one another. Yoongi isn't sure what he was expecting. For the confidence that Jimin and Hoseok had about the whole thing to never run out? For things to not get awkward? It was obvious that they would. Or at least, it should have been. Still, it was kind of... unsettling for the atmosphere to change so sharply.

Jimin put the coffee table back onto its place in the middle of the carpet – like nothing ever happened, and then they all grabbed their bags and left the room. Yoongi remembers not being sure what to do with his body. He felt uncomfortable... not being cuddled. Touch-starved. He wished that they could have stayed in that suite longer. All night maybe. Just sharing a bed like that. In their own little bubble. Everything perfectly fine. Of course, the bubble would have had to burst at some point, Yoongi was perfectly aware of that. He just wished it would have been a little later.