Sollax's Prov
I rubbed hurshly at my face as I sniffed I smashed my barnicoler against the cement. The tears contuined to poar down my face. I ran away from what I saw of what happen the pain was searing in my heart. No I could feel the salty tears starting to dry on my face, No. I couldn't deal with him breacking my heart too. As the image of Karkat kissing that guy. That Dave how could he with him. I just can't I need...I need to. My mind scrumbbled for a answer as my feet pounded away on the cement.I needed to ecaspe to I needed to get back to him. He'll be sitting in that chair like he alwas does. He will save me like alwas he'll pick up all the pieces and keep me from falling apart. I just need to feel save in his arms. I need...."ERIDEN." I whailed as I slamed open the door to are shitty apartment. I was panting as I stared into the darkness of the room.
"Sol? That you?" Whispered a voice it sounded groggy and confused. As I stumbbled into the room to find the sorrce of that stupied vocie."Sol?What's Wrong?Sol? Where are you?" He said as I heard someone moving about to my left. I span in that direction and reached out a hand I clumbed on to his shirt. Words stuck in my throut a thousand thing where raceing throw my head.I need you.I wont you only you.I love you.Please keep me safe.For once let meknow what happyness is. But all I could chock out was "Fuck me.I need some bliss." I rubbed at my eyes as I clung tighter.For once I just need someone I needed him.
"Sol?Are you crying?." He whispered I was shakeing in his arms."Sol? What's wrong? Why are you crying?"He wruped his arms around me.
I bobbed my head. "Yeah I just fuck me already." I said quitly.
"Sol?Are you sure?"Eriden asked as he glided his hands over my shirt. All I could due was bobb my head. As Eriden pulled my shirt off as he ran his hands over my body. Those hands I know them so will and they know every curve of my body in contrast. I captured one of those hands and slid my fingures throw his laceing them together,for the first time I was holding one of those hands that alwas touched me. "Sol?" Eriden chocked in surprised.
"Shhh,shut up." I whispered back as I leaned forword and ensnared those soft plump lips in a kiss. I moved my lips away 'And just make love to me already." I could fell him go rigde befor he pulled me tightly to him.
"Ohh Sol." He whisperd as he trailed kiss against my shoulder until he hit my lips. As he pulled at my pants. He stood up and I wraped my legs around him as we made are way to the bedroom. As he layed my down softly in the bed of shuffled blanckets. As he stoped I could almost see his smirk in the dark."I have dreamed of this day.When I would finlly have your heart Sollax." He leaned down to rest his ear over my chest as he traced nonseance patterns across my hip to my side and back again. "Hmmmm It's so warm." As he contuiened to undress me slowly takeing his time to feel every inch of my skin like it was his fist time ever touching me. I lyed thier silently enjoying the soft passion of his touch. To beslowly invlouped be this man the seanse was like eatting ice cream on a very hot day it tasted delicouse but it dryed out my mouth. I wonted so much more. I reached out a hand and searched for his hand until I finlly found it and laced are fingures together. I let out a sigh as I felt Eriden parting my legs for this day on I will only let him touch me like this. My Eriden all let you claim every last bit of me. For am yours only. I grined up at the darkness I am happy now. I shed a tear rear then any pearl.
That next morning
I woke to find myself stuggled close to Eridens chest a grin crawled across my face befor I sat up. I rest my elbow on my knee and sighed. As I grabed my bag and trow some cloth in it. Sorry Eriden I thought as I left him behide. But I don't like to have any string attached in my realtionships. So I guess this is the end for us.Maybe all see you around.I left a letter on the kitchen table and disappered.
Dramtic sigh....Am not going to apoligaze for makeing this short chapter I had a rough two weeks and I wrote this to get my mind off of things. Am going to proble rap this up in the next two to three chapters or less. So if thier some super speacial thing you wont to happen I might just put it in. For my admusment only.
