Dave’s prov
I have been wondering how long I will ride this lucky strike, just managing to survive has been one of my downfalls at this point. I now, have to much to lose, to die at this point would be to much to bear it would be throwing the burden of my death on too many people shoulders I will not die now, I can’t die now. I chanted inside my head as I clutched at the sword that was in my chest. I can’t die. I coughed up blood as pain fogged my head.I could see the dim outline of my attacker I coughed up more blood let out a moan as it splattered against the ground. I turned and whispered the words “Please bro,don’t do it.” As a sword sliced through the air my eyes followed the glimming arc of it’s motion as it founded it’s mark in my chest.
I let out out a cry as I woke to find a cool hand pressed to my cheek and a pair of worried eye stareing at me. Karkat face quickly twisted into a snarl as he growled “God tossing and turning all night I coudn’t sleep,Fucking idot I was getting worried with all the groaning and grunting you where doing.” I felt the croaner of my mouth pull into a smile as he figeted with the ends of his shirt sleeves. I ran a hand up and down his tigh as he peecked at me from under his eyelashes. He heaved a sigh in annonace.
“Sorry,but I was dreaming of fucking you I got horny.” I teased as I let my hand slip up his shirt. A smirk playing on my face as a look of shock flashed across his face. Befor,he turned beet red and he glared at me and pinched the tip of my ear in revenge.
I let out a snicker as he pouted at me,then gruffled asked ,”Yeah right,fuck witt just tell me what you were really dreaming about.Not that I really care. It was proble some stupied ironic shit about shitty swords and shades.”
I wasn’t fully paying attention since I was exploring Karkat sexy chest as I ran a tumb over his nip and watched him shiver. “I already told you.I was dreaming of you.” I whispered in his ear as I cuped his cheeck and stared into his eye’s I swear in this ligthing his eyes looked like a star night sky with all those little lights of hope twinking in them. How the hell did things get like this. I let out a sigh with out knowing it. To lose him or for me to dye would be to curle for him for us since I just got him. I tightened my grip on the eage of his shirt.
"Dave,What's wrong?" Asked Karkat holding tightly to wrist as he stared at me." I Knew something was wrong why wont you tell me?" He growled pulling away from me.
"Kitkat?" I whispered as I cought on to his wrist pulling him close."Do you love?" I stared at him.
He looked at me baffled "YOU IDOIT! OF COURSE I LOVE YOU! WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BEING SO DUMD ALL ASOUNDEN?" He whailed giving me a quick whack on top of the head.
"What if I said I didn't love you? That you didn't understand me and we coudn't be together." I whispered
"Hmmmm, are you saying you don't love me that am nothing to you?' He snapped back.
"Y-e-ssss." I said slowly ecenting each vowle. I lowed my head so he coudn't see my eyes.
He exploded off of the bed "Don't be stupied Dave.Don't say something like that.Becouse I love you and I need you." He grabed on to my hand shakeing it wildly.As if to prove that I was his only his.
This hurt since it made me so happy that he really loves me. "How can you say that you barily know me.Your just here since your daddy dosn't like it. Am your rebal and your just going to leave me behidde one day." What the hell am I saying I think as I cooly said the line.
"THEN I WONT TO KNOW YOU. TELL ME.BECOUSE DAVE I KNOW YOU AND I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU.I KNOW ALL YOUR IMPERFECTION AND ALL YOUR FLAWS.I KNOW WHAT MAKES YOU CRY AND WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH.SO LOOK AT ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME.AND THEN ALL LEAVE." He swallowed as he stared down at me. "I'll just leave and I'll wont ever get over you.becouse I love you."
I slowly raised my head and looked into his eye's "Karkat I don't love you." I raspted
He rised his chin "I don't believe you."
"How do you know?"
"Becouse you look like your about to cry." He whisperd softly cupping my face bring are nose close together. He sighed "Please Strider you stupied hipster idiot don't push me away. I love you." He ran his thumd under my eyes brushing away the tears. As I wruped my arms around him cling tightly to him.
As I brock into a sob "Please don't leave." I whailed "Don't ever leave me. My Karkat can ever forget the stupied things I said. Becouse I love you I do I do"
"I never belived you to begin with." As he hugged me "Don't worry I will alwas be here.Alwas I promise."
Five years later
I stand befor a grave a single rose in hand wearing this shitty shade he alwas hated my shades. Alwas yanking them off my face but now.... Someone roughly patted my shoulder "At lest we had time with him befor he left." The person mutterd as they walked by. I played with the gold ring on my fore finger. We got mirred and adopted a kid his names Rickie his home right now proble coloring pictures.Then he got sick cancer to late to catch it he was going to die all we could do was slow the prosses. So now the graveyard was empty just me and a freshly made grave. "God I guess this is the part where I say we had a good run and I love you.And I will miss you." I swallowed hard " But I can't let you go." I stopped to rud at my tear stained face. "What happened to forever.I bet if you where here you would hit me in the back of the head and say march home right now since we have a son who needs me. But Karkat I was not the one who made him pancakes on Sunday.I don't know how to make all the funny voice for the picture book and I don't know how show my love like you did.Am so cold with out you." I placed the rose on top of the grave as me tears ran down my face. "But I will try for you.I love you.I love you. A m sorry I didn't say that alot. But I due I love you so much. You will alwas have my heart." I lend forword and kissed the gravestone right where it said his name Karkat Strider how I had to fight him to take my last name. I smirked at it as I removed my sunglasses and fold them and placed them next to the rose.
As I turned around I spotted a blurr out line of a skinny mitched matched eye son of a bitch.I smriked looks like he never got over his frist guy crush as I large person walked over to grab his hand or maybe he did. I grabed the tip of my hat and swiped it off in a bow in their driction I wasn't sure if they saw me but oh well.I rubbed hard at me tears. At lest I still have my son who waiting for me to come home.I turned and smailed at the grave "Thank you,for all the love." I whispered befor I walked and got in to my car and drove away. My heart acking all the way
