Save Those Words For Me

STWFM 1

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What can be more terrible?

Than being abandoned by the people who promised to stay by your side..

Being betrayed by the a person who you made you trust again...

Being crashed by the person who promise to take care of you...

Being thrown away by a person who said you're his treasure...

How ironic...

How stupid of me..

Ah. Those people...

I want to forget those people..

I want to stop this pain...

It's like a rain that keeps on pouring so hard. It doesn't want to stop.

Just keep on pouring, I know you have enough.

Para akong nahuhulog sa isang madilim at walang katapusang bangin.

Walang handang sumalo..

Ah. Wala nga pala..

That's right.

"I'm sorry Jan, I can't be friends with you anymore."

That's okey. I don't need you anyway. Who needs a friend?

"Simula ngayon, hindi na kita kilala. You're no longer welcome here."

Fine. Let's forget each other then. Who cares about family.

"Where is he? Shaun please I wanna see him? I need him now."

"I'm sorry Ja. He already left."

"Left?..where?! why?!"

"I don't know where. No one knows where."

Okey. But please don't ever come back.

All of you. Don't ever come back. You throw me away so easily. Then I'll do the same.

Ah. This rain keeps on getting into my eyes. This cold breeze not even enough.

I want to stop this pain.

Yes. 

I know how. 

See that light Ja?