𝒇𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 (전정국) ✔️

𝒊'𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒊 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆

(the next day)

I woke up by my alarm. I felt much more better. It was 7AM. Since I'm not that sleepy anymore, I decided to get up and start my day. I went to the bathroom and started my daily routine. Brush my teeth, wash my face, and brush my hair. After that, I went out to see if anyone is awake. Surprisingly, Yoosung was cooking breakfast. "Good morning! I didn't know you'll wake up this early" he said jokingly. I laughed with him.  He was cooking breakfast for us. I asked him if Dani is awake and he told me Danj was watching her drama. I decided to check on her.

I was going to knock on the door but then I heard someone crying. "Why this gotta be so sad" it was Dani. I chuckled. "The breakfast is ready!" Dani ran through the door. Oh geez she's always fast when it comes to food. Yoosung and I laughed and jokingly teased her. He made us egg sandwiches. It was great. After that, we cleaned up.

I decided to go to the park to get some fresh air. Dani offered to come with me but I wanted to have some alone time. Thankfully, they understood me. I went to change and wears something comfortable. An oversized blue shirt with white baggy pants. I also brought my precious small backpack with me to put some stuffs.

It arrived at the park. I went to have a walk and seriously, it was refreshing. I took out my earphones and listened to my playlist. I could do this like literally everyday!

Suddenly, I accidentally bumped into someone tall. "I'm sorry! I didn't see you" I apologized. "Y/n?" It was a familiar voice. Could it be, Jeongguk? I looked up to see his face and I was true. I sighed. I was going to walk away when he pulled my hand to stop me. "Gguk, let me go" he looked at me seriously. "I need to talk to you, now" I decided to give him a chance to talk to him. I nodded. I followed him to the riverside.

"Y/n, I'm sorry for what I said to you. You must be thinking about it. I'm sorry. Those words just came out from my mouth. I didn't mean it. Please give me another chance?"

I looked at him

"Gguk, do you know how hurt I am when you told me that she's much better than me? And you can easily just say that it just slipped out from your mouth? Do you know how jealous am I when she can spend more time with you than me? I barely even get to show my affections to you"

Gguk looked at me shocked.

"I'm sorry! Please give me another chance! I love you Y/n, more than anything-"

I cut him off

"Are you sure? Are you sure that you love me? More than anything? By your actions before, you look like you care for Jun more than you care about me. I can't just easily forgive you Gguk. It hurts. It hurts really bad. Even though it's just words, words are much more sharper than knifes"

I cried. It hurts so much. At this point, I didn't even know if I should believe in love. He hugged me. But I pushed him away. Do I still love him? Yes. I do. But does he?

Jeongguk's POV

Y/n..cried? This is actually my first time seeing her crying. I tried to hug her but she pushed me away. I stood up. "Y/n, take your time. I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes. Please, think wisely. I hope you'll give me another chance. I'm begging you" with that, I walked away.

Y/N's POV

I was still crying. His words made me cry even more. I couldn't decide. I don't know if I should trust him like how I used to. Should I give him another chance? Should I forgive him? IT'S DEPRESSING. I sighed. After I'm feeling better, I left the park and went back to Dani's home.