I shared you my good memories ,
I gave you my best,
I showed you my imperfections,
I forgive you countless of times,
I understand you at your lowest,
And i loved you bcos you r the best.
But YOU ,
You wasted it all,
You shared me ur burdens ,
You gave me your uneasyness,
You discriminate all my happiness,
You don't give a damn about my feelings,
You push me down at my darkest,
And you made me a trash just because i am ME.
I can say that i loved you,
Yes i do,
But what do u think love can do?,
How do you think deep is my love for you?,
It's adequette to know and mostly when it comes to you,
But i don't know if i would still want to hear it from u,
Even from afar.
Your so dull,
You made me a liar,
You made me a fool,
You make me fall and the worst of all,
Is you left me alone.
You left when i need you the most,
Not as a lover,
Not as a fling,
But as a friend.
We've been friends right?,
Or am i still the one pushing that?
It hurts when i can't have you even though i am the first one who entered in you,
It hurts when i cant even said im inlove with u when i really wanted to ,
And it hurts when i can't show the world how i loved you because u don't want me to.
By these words may you understand that i love you to the moon and back but i have to let you go , for your peace of mind.
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