The pain was really too much,
I felt so tired,
I was so drained,
I was so vulnerable.
The happiness was always vivid,
Like lucid dreams it was so complicated,
Like a fish in a water bowl; it was always caged,
And the tears drops like a crystal gem shreaded with blood.
That wasn't yet the last,
I knew i can't turn around,
Every time i try; a trigger was already pointed at me,
One wrong move will cost everything you worked hard for.
One wrong move can Kill you,
Damaged you,
Or Change you.
-NALS
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