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Yeonjun's POV:

Making my way over bar,and Getting drunk is by far,most successful way to run away from reality and hide forever

In fact,after what happened this morning, from daehwi to soobin,I had no strength to face anyone,try to explaine my self or something

I just want to forget

Being surrounded with my squad,boys and girls dancing around,smell of cigarettes and alcohol, colorful lights from each corner

And here I'm ,sitting over,and drinking,feeling it go down my system slowly

And same goes for my streamed tears out my eyes

I'm not crying for what happened this morning nor because of that ass dae

But for soobin,and each thing he've been through his whole life,and I end up making it even worst

Pulling my phone off my pocket,and searching for a certain contact only to let show fast

Getting off my seat and ready to head out

-wooyoung:"where are you going? "

Hearing woo ask through that noise,yet I didn't even budge to answer

Soobin's POV:

Recalling what happened this morning was enough to make me cry

In fact I've been crying all my way down from university until I reached home

Well, jun's image just ain't leaving my head for even one minute,his action from this morning too

I wanted to ask tae hyung or his best friends about his place, yet I couldn't

Somehow, I have a feeling whatever happened this morning is related to me,and daehwi

Watching that black sky from my window, with rain streaming down and me laying down my bed,doing nothing but staring over and thinking

My mind made it way over my head moment I felt my phone vibration near me

Looking down contact only to find an unknown number

-soobin:"who can be calling this time?"

I mean sure,its 11pm who would call at this time?

-soobin:"hello?"
-"...soobin..."

Yet I recognized it,I recognized that voice,its him its yeonjun

-soobin:"hyung?where are you? "
-yeonjun:"can you come near your window please?"

Asked jun through that phone,he can't be out in this kind of weather,no way

Yet I did as he said,and made my way over that window,only to spot him there

Sitting near his car,rain falling down on him,soaked from head to toe

-soobin:"hyung you'll get sick! Come inside"
-yeonjun:"soobin I'm sorry,I'm so sorry,I'm sorry for turning your life into hell, I'm sorry for hurting you,I'm so sorry for your parents death, I've never know what happened, all of that happened because of me...please forgive me

His tone never felt like, full of sadness and chocking tears,in fact it was enough to make my heart shutter into pieces

-soobin:"hyung its not your fault,please stay there in coming down"
-soobin:"don't binnie,its been like this,we're meant to be like this,staring at each from a far distance yet we can't reach to each other"
-soobin:"d-don't say that"
-yeonjun: "I had troubles dealing with my own feelings and emotions before"
-soobin:"we can fix it "
-yeonjun:"soobin I love you"

With that,his words,three words were enough to make me break into tears,I felt weak,having no idea how to act,what to say,what to do

I end up staring at him from my window, with uncontrollable tears streaming down, even thou only meters are keeping us away,yet as he said,it felt like were far away

(Guess who's ugly crying, me)

-soobin:"in coming, just stay there"

I ordered throwing that phone on top of my bed and running downstairs

Opening that door wide open and stepping out,yet he was nowhere to be seen,he left

Next morning

jungkook's POV:

-jungkook:"morning "
-soobin:"morning hyung "

Greeting a balance less soobin,walking over that counter
Looking pale with puffy eyes

-jungkook:"are you sick?"
-soobin:"no"

Little did he know,I witnessed each thing and moment happened last night with him and yeonjun

From jun showing over there,to talking under rain and soobin breaking down in tears outside

-jungkook:"you wanna talk about last night!?"
-soobin:"you saw what happened? "
-jungkook:"yes"
-soobin:"...I don't want to talk,not now"
-jungkook:"...I understand "