She's Different

CHAPTER 6

OLIVIA'S P.O.V

I'm now at my studio with my manager and staff there's alot of people in here because we're having a meeting in here because I'm about to write a new song and I also need help for this one. It's 7 in the morning and still Ava didn't text me so I was about to text her when my phone vibrate and yeah its her text saying good morning how's my night and I reply and we spent alot of time talking and I didn't even focus on the meeting I'm such a b*tch.....

" Hey liv are you okey? " My manager ask me and I look to him.

" Your smiling like crazy " My songwriter said and smirk to me.

" You guys talk for like 30 minutes with that special person on phone smiling like crazy sh*t " My friend said and smile to me.

" Yoww chill it's just a friend " I said and smile to me.

" You know what friends come first then what next will happen? " My manager said and smirking with me.

" You know already guys that I'm scared to fall inlove again " I said and look down.

"  Don't be scared to love again, not everyone is your ex " My friend said and I look to her and think of something.

" If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared that it's not the right thing. Even if you're scared that it'll cause problems. Even if you're scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and say it loud and you go from there " My manager said and I look to him with shocked face. He have nice words today.

How can he say that words, wow he really make my heart skip beat. Wow I can't believe him.

" Is that you? " I ask him and still shocked.

" Don't be afraid to fall inlove again. Open your heart and follow where it leads you.... And remember, shoot for the moon " My songwriter said and I was really confused of them right now. Well honestly I have feelings for ava, all of their words I keep it on my mind and heart.

I'm just afraid, cause honestly, right now I can't afford another heartbreak.

" Thank you guys, y'all actually answer all of my questions on my mind " I said and smile to them.

I actually thought of it everytime when she confess to me that she likes me, I was shocked and can't believe it and yeah my friends knew it already and I know that she will get hurt if I don't love her back and I know she didn't force me and she said that she will wait until I love her back but I already love her for long time I know you are truly different and I know you will never ever change I'm just here waiting for the right time, I know everything about you and you know everything about me too and I know alot of people said that we're perfect for each other... I have feelings for you but I need to have strength to say this and make a new life with you I'm just you know little scared.

Wait I think I truly love her..... I'm jealous if she talk with someone and give more attention to them and I get mad if she don't text or call me and I get mad if she go with her friends to the club, events, party and I keep thinking alot of girls flirting with her and she is hot and attractive and I know girls will flirt with her and when she will tell me that there's alot of girls flirting with her i feel hurt and mad sometimes she noticed, she always said she didn't flirt, she's always behave, I don't believe her because I'm not with her but she always says that she didn't flirt I swear to God, anyways I trust her then I give her chance... When she's around I feel safe and comfortable, I can always feel my heart beating so fast, my stomach full of butterflies because of her, everytime she smiles to me I feel something that I don't want to feel because I know I'm inlove again, I'm scared Ava will hurt me so bad I don't want to have heartbreak again, I love her and we know for 3 months.. everytime she kiss me on my forehead or cheeks or touch me I feel really really safe and comfortable. All her efforts I appreciate it, and she give more time and attention to me even though she's very busy she always says she don't care if she will get fired or her friends mad at her because she don't give attention to them... She's totally different, she always makes me smile and laugh, she always makes me like a princess, she always protect me, she always says that I'm really pretty, she always says that she do everything just to make me happy. I feel really loved to her, I feel really special to her.. I know I like her. Everytime we're together I feel butterflies in my stomach.