She's Different

CHAPTER 16

OLIVIA'S P.O.V

My world destroy and no one can fix it except Ava, I'm crying for an hour right now i try calling and texting Ava but she didn't answer and reply to my text and i was more more broken and feel empty and more burst crying when i saw my parents and her parents, they all look to me and her parents left without looking at me and i try to talk to them but my friends stop me because they also feel hurt and broken.. I don't know what to do right now, my body is very weak and weak and i slap Anna because of what she did and she left, its my fault i know that its not Ava and i'm stupid doing that to Anna and let the love of my life witness it and now i don't fucking deserve her and i want to die right now because everything is over and i don't have anything to do in this world, i want to get lost in this world.... I'm so fucking stupid!!! STUPID!!!!. Yes we have a little relationship but we didn't go out and hanging out together, she just always texting me and sometimes she calls me but i didn't answer any of it and its all fake my replies to Anna is fake, were just friends that's why i said we have alittle relationship its not mean that i love her, and i know its cheating. I'm just so stupid!! crazy!!! Idiot!!.

" Liv please just give Ava a time " Sam said and looking at me and i shake my head.

" I want her back to me please " I said while crying and kneel to them begging for help.

" Hey stand up, Its not the end of your relationship just give her a time and also you too " Mia said and she help me to stand up because i'm weak super weak. 

" Please i cant live without her, and i know its all my fault " I said and crying.

" BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID, YOU MAKE SUFFER MY BESTFRIEND   " Jeremy shout and i can feel that he's mad and we all look to him.

" Jeremy please stop " Giana said to him but Jeremy just shake his head.

" I'm so sorry i know its my fault " I said and they look to me.

" YOU DON'T DESERVE HER LIV, AND NOW AVA WILL NOT TALKING TO US AND EVEN HER PARENTS " Jeremy said and i look to him.

" I'm sorry " I said and stand up even though i'm really weak and Sam and Mia wants to help me but i stop them and i get inside of my car and start the engine and start driving without buckle my seatbelt.

I go to a not familiar place and get out of my car and sit on the bench and cry and i look around and i saw a bunch of boys walking towards me and i go back to my car and drive away, i was really scared and really nervous and also i'm shaking super shaking and i go back to my house and get wasted there, drinking and drinking, crying crying and  i want to die i want to end my career because i don't have any hope.. I think Ava will find someone who deserves her love and everything to her...

FAST FORWARD 

 1 WEEK LATER

I'm so depressed and wanting to die so many times, i miss her so much and i miss everything about her i gave her 1 week, i didn't text or call her for a week and everything is still the same, i gave a 1 month break to my career i don't have the body who work and be happy or something.. I'm stuck on my house only my manager can come in and i look mess because every minute i'm drinking and drinking, i don't have appetite.

I just did my morning routine and after that I just stay at home and just drinking and always crying. My friends wants to hangout with me but I refuse always because of what happened and I don't want to be happy when the other half of me is suffering. And I hate being happy too like what the heck who's happy when your love of your life is breaking up with you..Also my manager wants to visit my but I refuse, everything I refuse.. I want to fucking fight for my girl I don't want to do my work and I will do my fights for my girlfriend. Damn I can't live without this little bean and I love her so much and I will always be...