She's Different

CHAPTER 2

OLIVIA'S P.O.V

I'm still at my room, I don't know what to do and of course my friends with me they always stay with me because they all scared when I will do that again but I always want to do that again but I always think that If I will do that I will regret it all and they tell me some jokes to make me feel better but no it's not helping, I always cry and cry because I still love her even though she's cheating on me and I don't know anymore I just can't live without her, I want to meet her again and hug her and kiss her, I want to get the things right and we going back together, I'm crazy over her. I love her so much more than my life, i want to hold her hand again and I want to smell her perfume, I miss her voice so much, I want to do anything just to get her back to me, even though she said that means to me I know it's really hurt and so much pain but I do still love her am I crazy??? but she already have girlfriend I don't know what to do, I know she try to destroy my life but I still do love her... I still don't have appetite, I don't smile anymore, I don't talk to anyone because I want to be alone.

" Hey liv we're going to beach, you want to go with us?? You shout there let it out girl " Faith said and look to me but I didn't look to her.

" Come on liv, you can fight this " Skyler said and smile to me.

" Come with us okey and let it all out " Kennedy said and I look to them.

" Sweetie let's go there " Mom said and I just look down.

I go to bathroom and wash my face and look to the mirror and I was shocked when I saw my face, I look horrible I have so much eye bags, my eyes are already so red because of crying, I loss weight and I don't know if they will see the old olivia I just want to be happy again like I used to but I'M IN PAIN!!!! SO MUCH PAIN!!!

I go back to my room and I saw them staring at me and I sit on my chair and get my phone and I saw Avery's post with her new girlfriend that makes my heart even more more more more more broken, how could she do this to me!! How could shes happy with that girl, how could I even love this women if she just hurt me and destroy my life and I don't know if I will love someone again, I'm scared to fall inlove again because of this..

" Hey I think she need to be alone " Mom said and they all kiss me in the cheeks and they all left and when the door closed, I cry again while looking at her picture.. I'm so crazy!!!

After 5 minutes crying I decided to go the bathroom and have a cold shower. And after I take a shower I go to my closet and find some comfy clothes and I get my car keys, I decided to get out in this house and go to beach alone and when I open the door my mom call me.

" Where are you going? " She ask me but I don't look to her and I don't talk back.

" Liv I will come with you " Lauren said and I just walk going to my car then get inside then start the engine then start drive, I don't care if i didn't put seatbelt.

After 30 minutes arrived at the beach and I get out then go start walking and sit on the white sand looking at the nice view and fresh air and suddenly my tears falling again but I wipe it and look around and I saw alot of people happy with their kids, girlfriends/ boyfriends, family, friends.. I just close my eyes then breathe I hope when I open my eyes this feeling will be gone, I want to be olivia they know..

" Hey you okey? " A girl said so I open my eyes again and it's still there and she sit beside me. " I'm also broken hearted, my boyfriend just broke up with me yesterday we've been together for 4 years and he just said that he doesn't love me anymore that's sh*t right??? " She said and look to me.

Wow 4 years and that boy just said that like what the heck. What's happening in this world!! We've been together for 5 months and it's really really really really hurt and I'm sooooo much in pain, and how about the 4 years god it's the worse in my life.