Tremaine Neverson

Chapter 25 Just Gotta See You

Trey Songz P.O.V

*Danielle Baby Track*

6 months

I've been in Miami just drinking and smoking damn near every day. It kills me inside to know that I can't go see Danielle cause you never know when she is gonna leave from that house.... or just disappear from your life.

If you are wondering, no I haven't stop sleeping with Nina. I know that having sex with her is the reason why I am now away from my love. But I just have to TRY to live without Danielle right?

Shit WRONG! Kills a nigga to know that she is out of my sight. What if she goes gay... permanently? Then I will have NO chance with getting back with her.

"Trey are you gonna get up today? It's 12. Get up!" Nina yelled at me and then threw a pillow at me. I put the pillow over my head. Today was one of those days that I lay in the bed and think about Danielle and what I could have did to make everything right....to make her still be mine.

"You're thinking about her ain't you? Man Trey move on! I'm sure she has." Nina said and then climbed into the bed. I scooted away from her. I don't want to hear her speech about "if I was a good man I wouldn't have cheated". Not today. Not tomorrow and never again!

"What if she hasn't moved on? What if she is waiting for me right now?" With that said, I hopped up and ran to the shower. I did a little bit of shaving. I've had this cave man beard going on so I figured I should shave. It's not like Danielle didn't like the cave man look. Cause she does but I wanted to look like I was ok and not a reck without her. Which I AM a reck without her.

I came back into the room with just my towel on and Nina decided that she should take it off.

"Not now Nina." I pushed her away from me and then went to my closet.

"What do you mean not now? You're going to go see her? She doesn't want you and she made that shit clear!! I want you TREY!!" Nina yelled and then hung on to my waist.

I pulled her off of me then sat her outside of my room and close AND locked the door. She was banging on the door but I didn't care. Today I wanted Danielle to know that I still love her and never stopped. Yes, I am a terrible man but I believe she makes me so much better. I NEED her. I NEED her.

Virginia

I pulled up to the house that was supposed to be OURS. Her car was there and so I knew she was here. My nerves started to come out as I approached the door and right before I knocked on the door my phone rang. It was Nina's ass, so I stepped back and went to my car to talk to her.

"What do you want?" I asked annoyed. She huffed on the phone and then kissed her teeth.

"I hope you are not in Virginia. Matter of fact I KNOW you are so I HOPE you're not at her house!! She doesn't want you anymore damn!" Nina yelled at me. I closed my eyes and the opened them again.

"Nina what did I tell you about that yelling shit? Don't fucking yell at me!" I yelled back and then hung up.

Again I went up to her front door and this time I actually got to knock on the door.

She opened the door and I looked down at her. Her stomach was bigger than before and she had her hair in this high messy bun. She had on some rip jeans and a black tank top with black sandals.

"What are you doing here Trey?" Was all she said before I picked her up and pulled her into a hug. She wrapped her arms around me and then she started hitting on me.

"Put me down!!!!" She yelled to the top of her lungs. I put her down and looked at her. This WASN'T the same girl I met about 8 months ago. This wasn't her.

"Dani-" She slapped me across my face and that shit stung. Like it really really hurt!

"What the fuck do you want Trey?" She asked and put her hands on her hips. I knew right then and there that I changed her. That was all me, cause I couldn't be faithful while away from her.

"Why are you here? And this is the last time Ima say this bull shit!" She yelled, I pulled her into the house and then we sat down on the couch.

"Just gotta see you. I just had to see you." I said and smiled. I could tell she wanted to smile as well but she didn't. She had this hard outer core and I wanted to break it.

"Trey I told you NOT to see me until around the time our daughter is born. Which if you forgot it is-"

"Around July 4th. How could I forget the date my first born will arrive?" She smiled alittle and then took a deep breath.

"If you wanna know how she is doing then know she is doing just fine and her name is Niya." I smiled again and started thinking about calling her Niya.

"What about her middle name?" I asked her.

"I was thinking about doing your mom's name as her middle name... or mine. I'm not sure." I nodded my head. She could have said I want her middle name to be "Shit" I just would have nodded my head cause she can make ALL the choices.

"You should be going now. I have to meet someone soon." She said and the started walk in towards the door. I followed behind her.

"I want you to know that I think about you ALL the time." I said and she just smiled and shook her head.

"I don't think about you. Now go Tremaine!" She gave me a push before closing the door in my face. I was hurt, she said she doesn't think about me which I KNOW is a lie cause she is carrying MY child.

Nina called me again and I just decline it. I didn't want to hear that she was right about Danielle not wanting me back. I don't know what I got to do but I HAVE to have Danielle and Niya in my life... FOREVER!!

Niya is not even born and I love that little girl more than anything. I just really hope I can work this stuff out with her mom.

Before I pulled out the drive way Danielle came waddling out. I laughed to myself seeing her trying to "run" to the car.

"I wanted to say thank you for the baby stuff that you left on the front door step. The clothes are really nice." She said and smiled. I only picked out a few things most things J picked out since he has a daughter and is about to have an other one.

"You're very welcome." I took her hand and kissed them. Her cheeks fluttered with red as she blushed deeply. I smiled knowing that I made her do that. She smiled as well.

"Ok Bye Trey!" She waved her hand and watched me pull out the drive way and right as I was pulling out an other car was coming in. I didn't pay attention to who it was. I'm sure it was one of her friend or Donny.

I just had to see that beautiful smile that I just so happened to love. I gotta get her back. I have too!! It's the only way I can lay my head down at night and actually sleep.

Just gotta see you.