Tremaine Neverson

Chapter 26 You're Not Ready

Danielle Johnson P.O.V

*Danielle Baby Track*

6 Months

I waved Trey off as Shawn was pulling into my drive way. Seeing Trey gave me butterflies and Niya was doing a whole bunch of kicking. Guess cause she knew her cheating ass father was right there.... or her loving father..

Shawn got out the car and he was carrying flowers which made me smile and when he gave me a hug I smiled. But NO butterflies like with Trey.

I mean with Trey I was hiding the big smile I wanted to be plastered all over my face. I didn't want him to know that deep...deep... deep... down that I miss him and would want to be with him. He CAN'T know that.

"How are you beautiful?" Shawn asked me as we walked into the house.

"I'm fine. Thank you. How are you?" I took the flowers and put them in a vase with some water.

"Uhh. Same old Same old. You know?" He stood and watch me put the flowers in the vase.

"Guessing you like them?" Shawn said to me.

"Oh shit! Yes, thank you so much. Do you want something to drink?" I asked him he shook his head no and then we went back into the living room.

"Who was that coming out your drive way?" Shawn asked. I spit my water out when he asked me that. I mean over the phone I told him that I hated Trey! Like hated the guts out of Trey! I can't tell him that Trey was here.

But I don't want to restart our relationship with lies right? Right!

"It was Trey." I said and then looked down.

"Why was he here? Did you invite him here and then me?"

"No! He came out of no where with some lame ass excuse like he just had to see me." I said and Shawn nodded his head.

"And you didn't tell him to leave? What happened to I hate Trey and if I see him Ima beat his ass?"

"Wait! I did slap him when I seen him! Plus he asked about our baby."

"So now you're sticking up for him?" I put my hands on my hips and looked at Shawn. I couldn't believe what he was saying. Trey IS the father of my child.

"I'm not sticking up for him. He DID ask about Niya. I can't cut him off completely. He has to be in my life somehow."

"Wow. He has to be in your life? He doesn't, he has to be in your daughter's life."

"Which involves me! You don't talk to your ex wife about your kids?"

"No! I need to talk to my kids. She has nothing to do with my kids. I think you still wanna be attached to him Danielle. Need I have to remind you that we did go out. I know you." I sat back down on the couch and thought alittle. Yes, I still wanna be attached to Trey. That is true.

But Shawn shouldn't get mad! Trey is my BABY DADDY!!! Meaning he HAS to be in my life. I am not letting him just stay in contact with Niya. Plus she is a baby. I wish Trey would think that he can just come over and think he can get Niya.

"Are you over him Danielle?" Shawn asked me. I didn't say anything. Truly I wasn't over him. I mean I was madly in love with him. Even if I said I wasn't.

"No Shawn. I can't be over him when I am carrying his child. It's kinda hard. But I wanna get over him." That was the truth. I want to get over him.

"You're not ready. You're not ready to get over him. I think you should work things out with him. I'm not trying to be your second choice. Cause you got over me."  I put my head down and then looked back at him.

"Go call that nigga back over here and talk to him. Stop trying to force a relationship with me and you really wanna be with him." I started to cry. I DO wanna be with Trey. But..... uggh this is hard.

"Ok. I will, can I call you afterwards or do you just not wanna stay in contact?"

"No! Still wanna stay in contact but go make things work. I fucked up with you. There is no getting back with you, even though you are more beautiful than I remember." I smiled and then he gave me a hug.

"All I ever wanted from you was to be happy. That's all I want. Bye Danielle." I waved goodbye to him and then grabbed my phone.

I called Trey and he answered on the first ring.

"Hello?" He said and I couldn't help but to smile.

"Can you come back over so we can talk? We really need go talk. Don't you think?" He laughed which caused me to laugh too.

"Yeah. We do meed to talk. Look I'll be there in a minute. See you soon." I smiled and then hung up.

Shawn has NEVER gave good advice but for some reason I think he might be right on this.

I wasn't ready to start talking to him or anyone else.

"You're not ready." Shawn was right.