DARK NOOR

chapter 11

_Dear sisters be like diamond ,precious and rear.
Not stone ,found everywhere._

  We moved into our new house.  After a few weeks Things began to change and i was still hoping its the pregnancy that's causing it.
But I was wrong.its the real zainab that was surfacing.
She always complained about one thing or the other.she wants expensive things and luxurious living.

She fought with me to buy her a car. that she can't be seen in public transport.
All her friends are riding exotic cars and hence she wants to fit in .

I told her that I've used a huge part of my business capital during the wedding and other expenses,and we are now living in an expensive house. So I can't afford it.
I explain very well to her that buying a car isn't what we need now. She's pregnant and I have to start preparing for the new baby's arrival.

She failed to understand and said if I won't buy her a car she's living the house.

I was confused for a moment but I still try to explain things to her and she finally understood me.we lived like that but with complains every single day.

I start becoming afraid to enter my own house because of the lack of peace and happiness i was feeling.every day's problem is different and new. the girl I married because I love her and I find peace when am with her has now become my biggest fear and source of pain.

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A few weeks after we moved in. Zainab started to mingle with the rich men wives and she changed for the worse.

She told me that she can no longer take it.she wants a car and i have to buy it now.

I really didn't have the money so I suggested we share my own car. she accepted my decision to share the car but with hash feelings.

She will sometimes drive me to my shop and go with the car. she won't come back to pick me up so I mostly use public transport to get home.

We continued like this without complain,till I finally get the money to buy a new car and leave mine for her.
The problems didn't end. she started another fight that she wants the new car.she's pregnant and I love her so much so I gave her the new car.

Things keep escalating between us zainab won't wear anything but expensive. The food we eat has to change.everything in our life was changed by her. even though she knew we couldn't afford such a life.I thought she's pregnant so she has to eat healthy.but no she's just trying to fit into her friends life.

Zainab has to please her rich friends. she has to do everything to their level even though she's not up to their level.

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She finally gave birth to our first child which you is Ahmad.
Ahmad was already in tears.

Dad continue giving the story as he says.

Things became even more worse. She made me buy expensive items for the baby,including bed and other things.
She had a whole room decorated and funished for a baby (out of my money) but I couldn't object to any of her decision.
We had a very big naming ceremony as she pleased. and everything went smoothly because Masha Allah at that time I had some money with me(business was growing).

I couldn't complain to anyone about zainab.not even her parent. because when I tried, they said she's fighting for her Rights and I should give her.

(I should have known the type of parent she had,people who raised such a daughter aren't expected to be considerate).

We kept pushing on like that till we welcome our second and that was you Yusuf ( Yusuf was also In tears waiting to hear what happened after his birth). that was when  things went out of hands.
Zainab.................