DARK NOOR

chapter 13

_And we have made some of you a trial (test) for others_will you have patience?
  (Q:25 V:20).

Zainab took the car and left me with my kids.

I followed her to her parents house and pleaded but to no avail.
Her mum even told me that she's fighting for her right I should have effortlessly given her.

She even told me that if zainab were to continue feeding Yusuf I had to pay 50k weekly.

She obviously knew I don't have such money but they still didn't pity me or my kids.

Feeling like the whole world was against me I carried my children and drop them at my parent's.I left them with my mum.

I spend the next few weeks speechless,.trying to figure out what to do next, and where to start from.

Alhamdulillah my parent's are living well so they took care of my kids for me.

I pray tirelessly and endlessly.I lost sleep at night,my appetite,my happiness and my everything.

My shop rent hasn't expired so I'll sit in my empty shop in the market and cry internally. All my friends in the market left me because they were afraid I would ask them for help.
And this were people I've helped in one way or the other when my business was booming.

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I finally gathered my thought and dusted up my degree certificate to look for job.

I searched for months but nothing from the places I've applied and nothing from my wife.

She never bothered to check up on you guys.
And I refused to divorce her.I was hoping she'll come back to her senses. I was hoping she'll realise how much I love her and what she meant to me. my lonely soul was still yearning for her love.

But I was wrong she never looked back💔.

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After a whole year since she left me.
my grandfather died and people gathered for condolence.

My uncle came (salima's dad), he can see from my face that something is wrong with me.

He asked what I was doing and I told him I applied for jobs but am still not Lucky to get one.

God so kind, he collected my C.V and told me to expect his call on Friday.