We're a Mess (Oikawa x Reader)

Chapter 8

We get our Burger King crowns and head back to his car.

"Well that was fun." He smiles, opening the door for me.
"Yep. Very fun indeed." I answer awkwardly. He sits in the passengers seat for a few seconds then turns to me.

"You're acting weird." He says with a straight face.
"Am not." I answer quietly.
"Are too."
"AM NOT!" There's a moment of silence.
"Are too."

"Ok look, I was just nervous for the date." I finally answer. I cross my arms and look out the window.

"Why?" He asks with a smile.
"Is it because you're madly in love with me and my good looks are just too much for you to bear?" He grins, starting the car.

"Something along those lines." I whisper to myself.

"Wait what?" He turns to me. Oh shit.

"I'm kidding. Your ugly." I laugh, shaking it off.
"Nah, I'm beautiful." He looks out his window. Did he pick up on it? How I called him ugly, but didn't deny that I loved him? I can't see his face right now.
After a few minutes he turns back to me with his regular unfazed look. This is so awkward.

We arrive back at the dorms and we walk back to his room first.

"Would you wanna come in?" He asks, unlocking the door.

"Sure why not. You're always stealing my food and drinks anyways." I walk into his dorm and drop my stuff on the couch. I walk over to the kitchen and pour myself a drink.

"I like your outfit by the way." He smiles at me. I roll my eyes.

"Why thank you kind sir." I answer, leaning against the counter. He never compliments me.

"Anyways, I had fun today, we should do it again sometime." He gives me a smile and leans against the island counter across from me. For some reason my body moved forward. I go closer to him and reach up to grab his Burger King crown. Why? No idea.
How does his hair still look amazing? Bruh.

I stop when I realize how close I am to him. He's staring at me. I think I tried to say something but I ended up mumbling it instead. We were inching closer to each other.

This is it. Our kiss. We're gonna kiss.

He put his hand on the side of my face.
I started closing my eyes.

BANG!

Iwazumi came crashing in.

Oikawa quickly back aways and puts his hands back in his pockets. I back away too and try to brush it off. Although I felt super awkward.

"Hey Iwa." I waved at him, finishing my drink.
"Uh, hi?" He looked at me with an annoyed look. I roll my eyes and put my cup in the sink. Me and Iwa have never really been on good terms.

"Bye loser. Hope you fall down the stairs!" I yell at the door.
"Bye hoe! Hope you trip on a knife!" Oikawa calls back.

I close the door and make my way back to my dorm.
Pure disappointment. That was a fail.

~Oikawa's POV~

"What was that about?" Iwa asks, dropping his stuff on the couch.

"What was what about?" I ask, ignoring the obvious question.

"Were you guys kissing? Or about to kiss?" Iwa continues. "Do I need to spell it out for you little boy?" He grins and fills himself a cup of water. I roll my eyes at him.

"Pfft- No? Never." I lie, looking away from him.

Let's say I wanted to kiss her. Or I've wanted to kiss her for a while. It just can't happen.

"Whatever. Tell me if you have any girls over here next time. That shit was awkward." He laughs, closing himself into his bedroom.

She asked me out. I said yes. Why did I say yes?
But she looked so cute. UGH!
I don't want to hurt her. I know myself.

But I like her...

I quickly open my phone and go to text (y/n).

Oikawa
Let's meet somewhere now

DuMb AsS🥲
Um, why? u gonna kidnap me?

Oikawa
😀yeah

DuMb AsS🥲
where

Oikawa
Meet me outside the dorms

DuMb AsS🥲
K

I shove my phone into my pocket and knock on Iwa's door.

"I'm going out." I said to him who was on the other side of the door.
"Yeah!" He yelled back, clearly not caring. I shrug to myself and basically run out the door.

I need to make this right. I need to be mature. What if I can't hold myself back?

(Y/N)'s the nicest person I know. I can't hurt her!

I start to speed walk with my chin held up high.

I can do this! I can put my feelings aside for her sake!

I see her there waiting for me in her cute little outfit she wore on our date.

Can't do this. Nope.

I start turning around to leave like an absolute douche but she sees me.
"Hey dumbass!" I hear her yell. I turn back around and she's waving at me, walking towards me.

"Hey..." I answer, rubbing the back of my neck.

"You good? Usually you're annoying." She smiles at me.

Damn, every time I see that smile.
EVERY TIME! I die. I melt. I literally just feel my face freeze. I must look so creepy.

"Hello? Earth to Oikawa?" She waved a hand in front of my eyes. I snap out of it. She's close. She smells super good. Oh god.

I grab the hand that she was waving in front of my eyes, pull it in back of me she crashes into me and I kiss her.

Well this wasn't planned. No holding back today I guess.

I expected her to immediately back away, but she didn't. She just wrapped her arms around me. I'm not complaining. She's a good kisser.

I put my hands on the sides of her face and decide to just go with it. She's the perfect height.

I've wanted this for so long. Here it is.

I smile against the kiss and then back away.