The Last one

Chapter 9

I wake up and two muscular arms are around me. I rolled over to see a pair of steel eyes staring at me. I scoot away and sit up then i shiver. Pan Pulled me back into his warm embrace he said "your still freezing lay back down." Not that i had much of a choice. In spit of what people may think Neverland is cold as hell. He hugged me for some odd reason i didn't pull back. I laid my head on his chest. He said "Blair..." I said "hm what?" I he looked down at me and asked "last night what was all that about?" I bit my lip and said "Umm well...Nyx told me that you would slowly turn me evil and last night it turned out to me true." Pan sat up a little and said "the smoking Crystal is inside of you, Its a symbol of good and evil of light and dark, Of cores you have a dark side you always have you just haven't used it." I bit my lip and said "but Pan i don't want to be...a.." "I know" he cut me off stroking my shoulder. He looked me in the eyes and said "i understand more than you know lov." I looked at him then blushed then looked down again. He said "Blair look i'm not trying to turn you evil i'm just trying to show you that the 'dark side' isn't going to kill you, Because your the symbol of good and evil you keep the balance." I looked at him and nodded. I looked around and said "oh...Look pan if that was the case why did you let them kill my Pack?" He looked at me and said "i didn't." I gave him a look and said "really? because your actions are telling me otherwise." I snapped at him he said "i didn't do anything but to get you they did what they had to do." I looked at him and shook my head no and said "what the hell? Do you think you can Devise me?" I said i stood up then put on my long sleeve shirt and put on my Jeans. I slipped on my boots and put on my clock. He said "Blair." he grabbed a hold of my wrist i tried to break free but he had his iron grip on me. I said "let...go" he said "no blair i wont let you go." He grabbed my other wrist he said "Blair i wont ever let you go..." He pulled me in and our lips touched. I kissed back WAIT! What the hell am i doing!? I pulled away bur he still had a hold of me i said "Pan! This can't happen we aren't i'm not... no ok no!" He said "why can't it why?" I said "because its its its wrong!" I spun around on my heel jerking away. I walked out of the tent and some of the boys where standing by the fire. They look up at me then went back to what they where doing. I went out of the camp i wanted to be alone. I sat down on a stump how in the hell does he think this would happen? Me and Pan i would rather eat glass. Painful i know but i think being with Pan would be more Painful. Brought one knee to my chest and laid my chin on it. A tig snapped and i said "sure.." i thew a rock at the water and extended my arms and said sracsticly "why don't you join me?" It was Felix he laughed "whats wrong with you Blir?" I said "eh don't worry about it" he sat down on a stump and looked at me. He said "don't give me that" i said "i'm just annoyed and needed to cool off so i don't go all Devil wolfy again." He laughed and said "whats was that about anyway" i said "its never happened before, it was...scary you see Nyx's told me that Pan wanted to turn me to the dark side, because of the..." he said "because of the Crystal keep going" i said "yeah and since i'm more to the light and he's evil...i can tell he wants to tip the balance, its such a heavy weight tho, i-i don't know how to handle it." Felix said "i can understand that your... scared with the Crystal in you but your Pack wouldn't have trusted it to you if they didn't trust you." I said "i dunno, guess your right" he smiled and said "c'mon, i wanna show you something." I said "ok"