More Than Friends (Sequal to Just Friends)

Atsumu (11)

TW: potential mention of non consensual

-Atsumu POV-

I stumbled into the house, leaning on Sakusa shoulder as I did. "Come on," I giggled, taking his hands. He stared down at me disappointed.

"Why didn't you tell me you couldn't hold your alcohol?"

I gasped. He's such a liar. I control my alcohol very well! I mean I've been drinking since I was tall enough to reach my mothers liquor cabinet. Osamu too. I remember our first time, we immediately spit it out and didn't try again until a year later.

Sakusa sighed and pulled his hands away from me. "Where is your room?" He asked picking me up. I snuggled my head into his chest. He smelt so good. "Quit sniffing me."

I nuzzled my nose up to his neck, giggling when I felt his whole body freeze up. Than I realized he had stopped walking. I looked up at him, he gulped and shook his head before continuing on. Aww, does he have a sensitive neck? How cute.

Upstairs, I pointed to my room. He placed me down, but I immediately fell against the wall. I laughed at my own stupidity. "Ow, that hurt." I pouted. He rolled his eyes and pushed my down till I was sitting against the wall. I stared up at him with puppy dog eyes. He glared back down at me before looking at the door. Soft music was coming from behind the door. Probably Suna, he likes to sit in my room and look through his pictures that were taken at work that day. He's very self conscious, so if he doesn't like one, he'll take it out of the pile and won't let the publishers put it in a magazine.

Sakusa sighed, attempting to open the door but after trying to turn it a few times, he looked down at me unamused. "It's locked. You have a key?"

I looked down at my pockets and searched them. I did in fact have a key in my front pocket, but.. "Sure, but you'll have to find it."

Sakusa took in a deep breath, muttering something that was too low for me to hear. He than bent down in front of me. I smirked at him.

He surprisingly grabbed both my ankles and pulled me till my legs were spread, him pressing down in the middle of them. My heart picked up speed, his rough hands than grabbed my hips and pulled me even closer, my neck was in an uncomfortable but familiar position. It made me wanna cry.

"H-hey, I take it back. Get off."

I reached forward to push him off but he grabbed both my wrist and held them above my head, pressed against the wall. "You brought this upon yourself."

You brought this upon yourself...

My heart shattered, and my body shivered. I began struggling in his grip. "N-no please. Osamu! Osamu! H-help!"

Sakusa let go of one of my wrist and instead went to my pants.

My whole body shut down. Immediately, like it did that time before, during freshman year. I felt dirty, I felt nasty. And just like then, I had let someone fool me. He was so pretty and nice to me. I liked him, I really liked him.

"Hey."

Sakusa said snapping me out of my thoughts. "Are you okay?" He asked from above me, keys swinging around his finger.

I pushed myself up and pulled my knees to my chest. "I'm fine!"

Pull yourself together Atsumu. You're fine. You are fine.

Sakusa unlocked the door and opened it. He stepped in than immediately came back out and slammed the door. He blinked a few times, before letting go of the door and squatting down towards me. "Come here." He held his arms open.

I tightened my arms around my legs. He sighed. "I don't have time for your childish shit. Where's the other room?" He looked around until his eyes landed on Osamu's door.

He than scooped me up besides my protest and brought me to my brothers room. He threw my in the bed. "Go to bed." He went to the door. I sniffled and wiped my face. Fuck, when did I start crying?

I tried to silence my crying as I grabbed the blanket and pulled it over me. It smelt like my brother.

I was confused as to why I couldn't go into my own room. I mean, it's probably just Suna in there. But maybe Sakusa didn't consider I had a roommate.

Just as I pulled the blanket over my head, the bed creaked. I peeked out and looked at Sakusa. "What?"

"I know everything today has been stressful to learn about.."

Oh, he was talking about his Mafia. Honestly the whole idea of it scared me at first. But after learning what Kiyoko did, I took Sakusa side. I felt disgusted to even have her number in my phone.

"But don't cry okay?"

I pulled the blanket back over my head. Was that why I was crying? I was stressed?

He leaned over and pulled the blanket further down. "Call me tomorrow and tell you're okay." He kissed my forehead very lightly. "Goodnight."

Just before he shut the door, I whispered. "Goodnight."

I laid in Osamu bed for the longest time, eyes open. The music playing from my room stilled just a couple of minutes ago and Osamu door opened. I sat up and looked, hoping for Sakusa. But it was just my brother. Disappointed, I laid back down.

"What're you doing in here?" Osamu laughed coming over to the bed and poking me. I stayed silent, more tears falling down my cheek. "Hey, Tsumu."

After I didn't respond again, he sighed and climbed into bed. "Fine. But only because you're a big baby." He laid down next to me, staring up at the ceiling. I gulped and snuggled closer.

In highschool, after everything happened, I went to Osamu for support. He never once judged me for it. He didn't even asked me to fully explain the situation. So until the day, no one knows what really happened.

I couldn't sleep alone for the longest time back then. Our mom started questioning why were kept sharing a bed, saying it was weird. But Osamu just told her that we stay up late playing video games than accidentally fall asleep.

"You wanna talk about it?"

"No..."

"Okay." He whispered with a sigh. "But if you're gonna sleep here, you're gonna have to share the blanket." I laughed softly and unraveled from the blanket handing him some. 

If you ship Osamu and Atsumu please leave. This is strictly a brother typa love. Thank you.

Also hi lmao. When I tell you I've had extreme writers block mayne🤡